Sunday, September 19, 2004
tOdaE arHx..ermmxx...nothiN muCh baHx..wakie uP at 7 den meet cYn at 8 den go cc to find kel..after that we wenT for BreaKfasT at 236..hahax after that wenT bacK cc anD do HwK..haiz he nv come...he sae too far den wan mi goo over...lolx...lucky i didnt treat his words too seriously or else i sure sad de..haix...after finishing hwk..mi and cyn help kel style hair..hahax..den after that kel acc mI g0 850 find hiM..hahax...yuppiex saw him there den play awhile lo..hahax...happi to see him but got abit regret goin lo..cox see him le feel abit sad lo..haixx...but nvm lo..one dae sure mux c de..maybe i not good enuf for hiM bahx..or i too ugly le...who noex..hahax
after that went back cc...den played awhile lo...but study first larx..after that went back home at 4+..qing hua sent mi home mahx..hahaxx miracles...hahaxx yuppies...
at night i went for my ah ma bdae celebration den had a long chat wit my cousins ... yuppiexx..hahaz...HAPPI BDAE MY AHMA..hahaxx
[[waItiN for U is Like waiTin for tHe raIn to enD the drOughtx..soo saD anD disappoinTin]]
[[iT hurTx mI when U beLieve I got sTead..it shOws hoW littl3 u trusT my feeLin for U..]]
[[iF u were to asK mi to sae I LOVE U..i woNt ..i woUld saE I NEED U..]]
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hahaxx... 
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aH ma BdaE caKe
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happi bdae to u (x2)
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taKen durIn aH ma BdaE
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
ermmxx afew daex no blog..lazi..hahax...nth happen lo..hahaxx...todae went to play bball in da rain..very fun but got myself all transparent hahax...played till 5.30 den take bus to 800++ dere meet cyn to cut hair...i siao le soo short still cut..hahax but at the end i cut to short hair den got one extra tail behind..hahaxx...like my hair style..hee although abit cant bear to part wit my longer hair..heex...after cuttin my and cyn walked home together...hahaxx
below are the pic i took..hahaxx
[[seeIn th3 tim3x pass bY..i miss U more and more..]]
[[seeiN that we Better le..i reaLLi verY happI..]]
[[i waNNa b3 ur gaL..buT caN i...]]
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mi agaIn...hahaz zi lian..heex
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mI cuT mI haIr Le..hahaxx ...look abiT childish or maturex..*woNder*
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mI..loLxx nth to do hahaxx
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
mI anD saM..bef0re geT ranK tooK de..hahax
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mI anD saM...doin posTer maKin ..hahhax
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mi mI..hahax nth to doo soo zi lian..heex..
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Saturday, September 11, 2004
mI mI mI...hahax...uglY hOrxx
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huGgIex..Mi anD feLicIa(^_*)
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aLso taKen dUriN kwaNg bda3
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TaKen durIn kwaNg bdae
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mI...hahax
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mI & FelicIa..SisTax
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errmmmxx yestt went to OrcHard in da MorniN wit cyn..hahaz den meet sindy and trudy at orchard at abt 12++ we went jalan jalan den went to watch movie at cineleisure...hahax we watch cinderalla story it was a nice show man..very funny and abit of touchin..i love the love story it really sweetenz my heartx..but this type of beautiful love will only happenz in fairytale and showz..nv in real life bahx..hahax yuppiex after that went far east shop till abt 7 den went back le...
todae got npcc at 6.45...siao ritex...hhahax but todae special..we havin passin out parade[pop] soo sadd...our ex nco and nicz passin out le..i am goin miss them sia..hahax..den todae got master parade..sia la i was soo nervous that i march wrongly sia..ma lu..hahax..i got my rank yeah pass my test got all my badges le..soo happi love my uniform more and more..hahax..muacckkxx.. when performin for the sec 4..i was the one to sae out the startin sppech for sec 2..was kinda nervous and scare that i will cry lo..i realli cant bear to let them goo..hahax..but wish them all e best in all they doo... yupp after npcc mi and sam went np jalan..den went cc meet jun xian and syl...played bball till about 6++ den goo cafe sit sit...after that i acc kel sent syl home cox kyl got thing to ask mi..haix..i like the messenger between kel and syl..hahax.. after that kel went home le..i .. ft ..sy at the cafe...sumthingz happen lo..but cant sae bahx...my mood was kinda spoilt by it lo..haix...
at abt 6.30 i went home le..reach home got soo much scoldin...haix mummy noe mi cant realli do housework de still scold mi..nv teach how she expectz mi to noe un reasonable sia..haix dun care her le...i used to it le..not my fault i also get scoldin...
[[waItiN f0r u Is a TorTure..if lovin u was a mistake i am willin to make this mistake over and over]]
[[on3 dae the star ask mi..why dont u leave him when he make u cry..i replied will u ever leave ur sky]]
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Friday, September 10, 2004
t0dae..went out wit cyn to wld lib to do hwk and study..hahax we soo guai..wat onli..hahax..yupp den we do hwk till abt 6++ bahx den cyn told mi got one guy keep on Biao us..coz both of us our shorts very short mahx..lolxx den inside the train got one guy[not bad lookin] keep on lookin at cyn hahax..den cyn cannot stand it..hahax..i was makin fun of her all da way heex...who ask her too chio le hahax
den todae everyone eat wrong medicine arhxx..one is zy come tell mi he like mi..kaox..mi was stunned sia but actually i can feel lo hahax ..next is the mhl..he come ask mi give him one chance to jio mi..lolxx..totally stunned sia ..watz soo good abt mi..i sux..hahax..boyx i dun worth u all to wait or like...i need time to forget hIM ..buT i cant do it..coz i love him too deep le
^^^I am noT as g0od as U all thiNk..not thaT go0d^^^
^^^now,in my heart i can only have one ppl..and i choosen him^^^
^^^no one is alble to replace him..if lovin him was a mistake..i am willin to made this mistake^^^
^^^whY th3 ppl I donT like love mi while ppl i like dont love mi..haix^^^
^^^fate r3alli love to JOkex oN mi..^^^
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Thursday, September 09, 2004
errmmmzzz..todae a very fine and normal daez lo..went to meet sam at 11.30 at polyclinic todae to acc her wit her mum..den went to eat together lo..after dat went np jalan jalan den i goo cc play bball..hahax...wen i reached cyn was alreadi dere...den we tok lo..hahaz..played bball till about 6++ den went home with cyn le...hahaz we walked slow slow den reach my hse there the 7-11..den we went in and bought milo freeze and mash potatoe..hahaz...after that goo my blk downstairz tok tok..wahh we very pro from 7.20 tok till 9 hhahax...heex..yuppiex..
todae everyone weird weird de..i mean the guyz lo..eg cheng guan...qing hua..kwang...yuppIexx..
maybe they t0o stressed over bball le..errmmzz..den nth happen bahx lo..have been in quite a go0d mood todaezz..
GOOOD NEWZZZ..mY cousin delivered le..yeahzz hahax my nephew is born..hahax..soo haapppii..hahaz
HaPPi BDaE KwaNg..hahaz..my nephew shared the same bdae as him..hhahax...
**---aLthoUgh I haTe Fate..buT i aM gr3atfuL thaT it Mak3s mI meeT u iN mY liFe---**
**---i waNna Be e One accOmpaNin U thrOugH ur HaRd anD g0od tImez..---**
**---buT i wiLL neveR geT a CHanCe baHx..Jux waNNa hOpe that u wiLL alwaes r3member mI sUmhOw..---**
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Tuesday, September 07, 2004
erMmzz..nth much happen this two daez... yest wen tto the army open house wit jo..lihia..bren and felicia...hahaz..okok lo..quite fun larx...after that we wen to causeway to have our dinner and took neoprintz..hahax...ermmxx...den went back at about 9..haha...we had pur face painted at the open house..bren and hia paint half of their face..when they goo out everyone was like lookin at them..hahax...damn funny..heex...
t0dae have npcc early mornin...promotion test lo...i was damn scare..hope i did pass both the test lo...i got study de...hahax..i was damn nervous when givin commands i was like a machine gun sia...but at least i manage to complete the practical test..hahax...the theory was a breeze bahx...still able to handle it..hahaxx...den after npcc..wen to buy bubble tea wit sam and xi hui den i went back le..coz meetin kwang pris and felicia..we went bugis juz to see wat show are there in the cinema den we went ps there to watch garfield..that show was very funny lo. den after that we went somerset coz we wanna go HEEREN take pic den pris wan buy her cap...after that we went back le...reach home at about 9++ hahax...HAPPI BDAE KWANG...hahax...
~i wiLL be abLe to complete let g0o on3 dae..i waNNa be oN my owN..i waNNa be strong~
~U taKax anD all e besT...jUz remember thaT one place iN my hearT wiLL belongz t0 u~
~erMmzz..guess we caN be Back to NorMalz baHx...i hate feelIn of ppL avOid mI~
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Sunday, September 05, 2004
nV blog for 2 daes hahaz..lazy to blog heex..ermz...fridae nth much happenz juz went to play bball at 850..hopin to see him but too bad..hahaz..
yest wake up veri early for npcc den npcc damn sian de lo...hahaz...after np i g0o cc play bball..play till about 6++ with kel and sylvia..they alwaes treat mi as transparent de..haahz..kiddin...sianz sia...play till leg pain...hahaz..
nth much lo.. i feelin that he avoidin mi lehz..izzit true or juz my feelin...of coz i hope he wasnt larz...but his attitude towards mi like very cold lo...haiz...if it is wat i sae makes u avoid mi..i regret saein them out..i rather i nv sae anithing..i rather u dunno my feelings for u..i rather we be like last time...haizzz..but its all too late bahz...too late le bahz..wat done is done.. haiz..he is the third ppl in my life i cry for..the third ppl i realli fall in love wit...haizz..
[[The One I loVe duN loVe mI..th3 one I duN lOve YeT loVe mI]]
[[aRgHH waTz liFe..waTs LoVe..theY are More oF haPPi or saD]]
[[I chO0se t0 waIt for U..no MatteR waT i'll waiT..buT i respeCt Ur d3cisioN]]
--->>t0 b3 cOntInued<<---
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
t0dae nth lo..like that lo...normal lo...hahaz...lottaz pf things happen yest ...dun feel like saein sorri...but i juz wanna tell ling that: sorri gal...if i never agree to go play bball wit u...nth will happen le bahz..sorri...
yest also cry for him...tok on phone wit joanne den cry le...y he muz promise mi to noe mi better but he nv do it...why why..haizz...i realli like him alot alot...
den todae cry wit her lorz..see her s0o sad i also sad lo...haizz..maybe if i listen to him and felicia not to go play bball at cc...nth will happen le bahz...this is e first time i see ling soo serious...haizz
t0 weihao:boyz...treat her well and forget mi...dun make ling cry animore...or not i whack u arhz..hahaz
t0 him: U sae b3fore wanna n0e mi more but did u....u nv d0 it..haiz...i mean everything i sae t0 u....i LovE u...yes i reallI d0...n0 matter whO u cho0se...i hope u wiLL be haPPi...
t0 freNz: sorrI to make u all worried t0dae sorrI....
~~~n0 MatteR whaT is Ur aNs..n0 on3 wiLL be aBle t0 replace U..~~~
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