Saturday, October 30, 2004
erMxx abT 3 daes nO blog le bahx..hahax wee holidae le..yeaHx hahax..pLay haRd..hahax..but sianx gots lotx of activIti3s..haha
thUrsdaE: goT bacK my rePorT caRd..wenT to 3eA,....the booK soo ex sia...143.25..hahax...i same class as Lotx of ppl..buT not same as anTx and cyn..soo saD..haix...watever...all of u mux do ya besT in the class u r iN...okayz?? hahax... goT back home...everYone sae i done well..excePt my mUm..she scolded mI...haix...everytime like that de..she thiNk she verI clever iF reaL den she score fOr mI to see larx..alwaes coMpare mI wit otherx..hmmPt...hahax
FridaE: lasT daE oF scH le,...soo hapPi buT sad as 2eB is gOnna to be seperaTed..haix..teacher ask us to give speecH...den some cried...i cried too sad lo..but wateva 2eb is da best..2eb rox...we will alwaYx be freNx 4eva..heex..wenT to 165 at nIghT waTch them play bbalL till abt 9++ den wenT home..kel acc mi back..scarY sia...stupid him keep make mi scare make eerie soUnd..almost scare till cry sia..hahax...dear wenT to 165 aT abt 10++ sad i go back le..hahax..
saT: todaE morniN nortHland had matcH wiT nortHview...we woN..97:10...hahax...well doNe guYx..i am proUd oF u all...contInue to worK hard..hahax...went to plaY bball wiT anTx..bren..cyn..kel..den raiNin..haha we played in the raiN..very fuN hahax...yuPpiex..hahax played tiLL abt 7++ hahax someone make spoiL ahma bball...got one hole..heex..sorri ahma...
before goIn out..have a talK wit deaR...yeaHx.,...hahax cox lonG time no tok to hiM le..miss hIm aloTT..hahax..
***LoVe welcumx oThers iNto theIr world***
***loVe is oNli special when U give iT to suMone wHo wortHx***
*** anD i gaVe mINe to U..***
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
toDaE in scH verY bo lIao see street soccer..but okay lo...hahahx..den c till abt 11++ den we goo back class cox rainin..after that mi class went to the libary to watch movie..lame larx...sianx..hhaa..
den after sch wen to eat at coffee shop...den you yi call and ask wan play pool...no mood to play and dun feel like soo nv go..i onli pass them my safra card...heex..somethings happen but think hai hao le bahx...todae went to play bball at 609 wit thomas..kk..kelvin..ahping.den awhile later we went to 637 wit dear they all go play bball...mi nv play i watch them play full-court..hahaz...impressin indeed..hahax
mi and dear abt 4 daes no tok on phone le...todae also nv tok to each other onli see onli..haix why like that ...mi realli dun like it lo..i ask them they also sae mi and him driftin further le...i dun wan...haixx...we came a long way..i dun wanna let go realli..i dun ask for anithing i onli wanna him to atleast dun treat mi like the way he is now---abit cold... haix..hope thinGxx will turN out better f0r us bahx..realLi dun wanna let u go0..unless the feelin u have for mi faded le den i have nth to sae le..or is it becox i am too close to kel..haix...
-+-rU guO ni HaI aI wO..nI bu huI duI wO ru cHi de LenG mO-+-
-+-zhI yaO nI quaI le..wO fU chU duO shaO doU zhI de-+-
-+-wO bU yaO quI reN he huI baO..zhI xi wanG nI neNg duO ai wO yI diaN-+-
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
ermxx..nth much bahx..yest..didnt go sch cox no need go mahx..soo went to interview at mac with sindy and thomas lo...dunno realli wan mah lehx..hahax..after that go home den actually wanna go out with felicia n pris..but in the end never soo i no where to go..i go safra acc my dear dey all lo..after safra we went 755..saw cH..hahax atleast manage to face him bahx...ermxx...think he got stead le...hope he and she last foreva...play till abt 7++ mi kena chase by cat ...hahax after that went home with dear..heex
todaE got back result le...haix sad..demote to position to 4th...but at least in top 10...cox competition realli tough den i nv work hard enuf..haix soo can onli balme myself le...haixx...den after school o goo wit sam and kel and thomas and jia hao to np to buy contact lense but too bad out of stock...den sam went home first after that mi kel thomas jiahao go eat after that mi kel thomas go 609 play bball..hhaax..den play abit...den mi play till 7++ den go home...yuppiex soo basically like that onli lo..abt 2 daes nv tok to dear on phone le..miss his voice...dunno why feel that we gettin further and further le..haix..hope no bahx...cox realli love him hahax....
***ru guo ai shi yong heng de..***
***na wei she me hai hui you na me duo ren yong lei xi lian***
***daN yuan wo men de ai shI tiaN chang di jiu de***
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Monday, October 25, 2004
afew daex no blog le..hahax..lazy to blog..heex...ermxx..got back my results le..hai hao lo..6 a1s and the rest bz..haix...hope to get the combination i wan bahx...
went to play pool for the past few daes..hahax wit dear dey all lo..yuppiex..i gave him e jersey on fridae le..heex hope he like it bahx..hahax..he stupid larx..keep on make fun of mi hahax...u noe mi will ma lu de mahx...heex..
todae went out wit my mum to chinatown...bought a skirt after that go p.s walk walk den go home le...meet sindy at abt 7 at nP..den actually wanna go a.m.k. find jia hao they all but in e end didnt goo...we called kel to join us at nP..he came down hahax...mi and sindy together wit thomas goin to interview at mac tml...hope can bahx...but if realli can den i will have less time with dear le..haix...todae nv see dear..realli miss him alot alot..hahax...
my muM agreed wit mi goin to work le...left my dad onli..haix how to tell my dad...hahax...
~r3n huI laO..sHi ji3 hUi bIan..daN wO duI nI d3 aI shI bu HuI bIaN de..~
~theRe is a PatH in mY hearT..a lonG lonG rouTe~
~i neeD soMeon3 to aCcOmpanY mi throuGhouT..~
~anD thaT soMeon3 is U..mIss U alwaEx~
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
ermxx..yest no sch den goo watch oujia bOarD...hahax scary lorx after watchin cyn go first den mi goo kel hse watch slam dunK after that goo safra play pool wit dear..ping..kk..kel..ermxx quite a fun dae lorx play till abt 7++ den went home le...tok to dear on e phone awhile den hang le lo...very normal hahax...
todaex..after sch went for lunch wir ah hia...cyn..ah bren..kel den after that mi and kel goo first cox we meetin yong yi dey all at safra for pool..den todae ah hia like got abit angry wit mi..maybe cox i nv acc her bahxx...sorri gal...den play pool till 6 plus den goo 609 to play bball..mi and dear sit in shelter den chat lo..feel very close..hahaxz...
todae in sch lame lo..watch documentary till eleven plus...haix...dear nv come sch mi soo worried..thought he wad happen...he sick gastric pain..haix...realli soo worried although nv show out...lucky now he feelin better le..heex
to DeaR: tk good carE of urselF..everytime sae i dunno how to tk care of myself .. u also dunno..hahax i dun care wat u and mi different...pls tk good care of urself worx...dun tired urself out..always rest well...love u muacKxx
***shI jie shaNg zuI yao yuaN de jU li***
***bU shI sHenG li sI bi3 eR shI XiaNg ai de r3n bu neNg zaI yI qI***
***wO xiaNg yoNg yuaN he nI yi qI..yI beI zI doU peI zaI ni sHenG biaN***
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Monday, October 18, 2004
todae nth much lo..finish sch at 8.45 veri early hor cox onli cMe paper nia..after that went mac eat lo...sianx...hahax...den watch jalan after that went home...actually wanna go ps with cyn and antx de...but cox my dear goin safra den jux nice jasmine wan mi go safra to lend her my card and shirt soo i go safra lo..hahax...learn to play abit of pool..heex...yayaxx after that went wit dear they all le go my hse downstairs eat...hahax..ermxx seein him happi and smilin realli brighten up my daex...yuppiex..after that they wan thomas hse use com cox wan see my blog..hahaxx den he saw my blog noe wat mi wan giv him le..heex..ma lu sia...soo many ppl see my blog hahax...soo basically todae nth happen...they tonnin out...hahaxx..
yest went out wit kk dey all go j8 buy belle present...actually happi de den dunno why dear and cg got abit moody..haixx dun wish to sae wat happen..any way also over le...soo forget it and smile..hahax
tO keL:duN be sad...everythiN will be over de..cheeruPx..ani thing tudi is here...
to deaR: no matter waT happeNx i am alwaYx here...pls soo duN giV up oN mi...i duN minD if u r able to giv mI happiness...beiN wit u is alreadY the happiesT thiNg oN eartH le...all i need is U...
^u R alwaYx oN my miNd..nI geI de aI shi wO xiN haI zuI mEi d3 hOnG paI^
^bU yaO weN wo weI sh3 me hUi aI shanG ni..yiNg weI w0 ye bU donG^
^wO zhI donG ai yI ge r3n bU xU yaO r3N h3 li yOu^
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
t0daE nth much lo...wakie at 9 plus den do housework till abt 10 plus...after that watch tv till 11plus den went to meet kel to go chomp pang..cox mi wan buy and1 shirt for dear mahx..reach the shop le...den the shopkeeper told mi dun have...wau lao dl lo..hahax..but nvm den mi think of makin a jersey so..i make one for him i wrote behind[xtle]..hahax..den put 11...infront i put 5..converse the jersey wor..hahaz...
mi noe he wont wear de..but make for him cox i juz feel like doin one for him lo..heexx..mux next fridae den can get...haix actually wan give him on th 21st de...coz one month but den too bad lo..cannot cox the ppl sae fridae..haix..nvm..
after that mi and kel walk back...walk till his house there he sae wan go home slp..wau lao..he ps mi..nvm..hahax..den mi one ppl walk to 609 find thomas...den play bball..dear also got come down..hahaz..yuppiex stayed at bball court till abt 7 den went back myself..cox dear playin match dun wanna disturb him...somehow i feel that cg like got abit dislike mi maybe coz of my past bahx and he thinks i playin wit eric bahz...nvm i will use time to prooft to him dat i am serious abt eric and i realli love him de...hahax
soo basically nth much lo..jux like that..hahax
*--sInG as iF nO on3 is heaRin--*
*--daNce as if No oNe iS waTchIn--*
*--Lov3 as iF u HaD nV beeN hurT--*
*--tRusT iS th3 mosT impT thiNg thaT a cOupl3 muX haVe--*
*--loVin soMeonE is waNtiN him/heR to be hapPi--*
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Friday, October 15, 2004
YeaHxxx...exaMxx fiNish le...and i am soo happi lol...hahax...but homec sure die de cox realli nv study yest take the book den watch tv...hahaxx...
toDae wenT j8 with theM[dOg theY all]...took lots of neopriNtx and i am crazee le...addicted to neoprintx le..hahaxx...yuppiex...shop there till abt 5++ den went back le..thinK like that onLi bahx...nth much happenx jux that very happi lo...
ermxx missin hiM lotx and realli hope that he can be wit mi till e last sunset...hahax..dO i reaLli duN minD hiM for noT acc mI?? i reallI duNno..hahaxx..
~bU gUaN nI pao daO tIan Ya HaI jIaO..wO duO yaO zuI daO nI~
~nO maTteR hOw u r FeeLin..i am alwaEx here f0r u~
~buT wheN i neeD u...wiLL u Be theRe for mI?~
~iF u geT there BeforE i d0..dont giVe uP on Mi..~
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
ermxx quite loongg nV blog cox haviN examx den buzi revising lo...tml last paper le..maths..not very scare lo..hai hao bahxx..hahaxx
yest went to weijie house with thomas and dear..hahaxx den do revision wit them lo..ok larx manage to get everything into my head hahaxx..had a very full dinner yest...weijie mother bought fried rice for us den soo big packet sia..cant finish hahaxx...
todae geo was alright but the mapwork is soo difficult lo..ScIence okok lo..hahaxx ermxx hope to pass well bahxxx cox realli got put in effort to study de..yuppiex den went to weijie hse wit my dear to revise for tml maths..gt everything clear hahax..
verY fasT..mI and him 3 weeKx le..feeLin thaT he haD becaMe paRt oF mi..eveN more impt deN mi le..although ppl alwaes ask do i realli dun minD he accompany soo less..truthfullY i donT..as lonG as he iS hapPi wiT bbaLL...i aM okaY wit it de..hahaxx..
seeIn hiM reallY briGhteNx up mY daex ..buT seeiN hiM sad or mOOdY..my mooD will automaticallY be the saMe as His bahx..hahaxx..actually i am realli verY scare to LosE hiM..i verY scare oNe dae he wiLL goo awaY ...i realli verY scaRE lo..buT wilL u eveR leaVe mi ,... i hOpe neVer bahx..heexx
HaPPi bDae eeSaN...maY all ya dreaMxx coMe tru3 [*freNx 4eva*]
***U haD lefT eNdless FooTprInTx iN mY liFe..***
***thesE foOtprInTx wiLL alwaEx be wiT mi tiLL e daE i Die***
***I loVe U noT becOx whO u arE..buT becOx whO i aM when i aM wiT u***
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Friday, October 08, 2004
haixxx...veri stress sia...haixx study and study...i everydae study till midnight den slp...goin to die soon le..haixx...everyone is givin mi stress especially mummy and teachers...haixx...
goinn real crazee soon le..haixx...soo much things happen..haixx..yest he told mi that he is useless wat ever thingy...breakx my heart alot ... haixx..den i told him dun be sad look on the bright side any thing i wont leave u..den he sae..when he belong to mi..he will be with mi..but he will need to leave mi one dae..when i c all the msg he sent to mi...my heart was broken into billion of pieces..very pain..
i cried throughout the night...i cut myself...haixx...i realli very scare to lose him..dun wann lose him..i realli dun want...i realli need him cox i realli love him..haixx...
this mornin when i went to sch...my face was black..haixx no mood...now okay le..cox he ok liao..hahaxx...den my parents crazee de sae mi got anorexia..please lo..mi dun hab,...i not soo silly lo..haixx...
sianxx...exam comin le...mux continue to burn midnight oil throughout...jia you to everyone..
***i duN waNa LoSe U..i lOve U..i NeEd U***
*** i waNna Be uR gaLxx..i wiLL alwaEx be Here foR u***
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
mY muM...cHio HoRxx..hahaxx 
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mI anD muMMy...
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mI wHole FamILy..hahaxx
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daD anD muMmY..[tOgeTheRx aLwaYxx]
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mUm BdaE caKe..hahaxx on 2nd ocT taKe de
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Monday, October 04, 2004
very long no blog le...sianxx dun feel like bloggin..soo much thingy happen between this period of time...ermmxxx let start from frenship bahxx...
FrenshiP: have alot of rocky frenship..haixx conflict wit bird they all..haixx...lucky everything okay le...heexx...lucky i nv lose them...yuppiexx...but dun wish to sae why i have conflicts wit them..since its past den let it be past bahx..hahaxx..gt two new members in our group..hahaxx felicia tan and kelvin..soo now gt 12 ppl le..haha den is call PIggY tOnGxx..[shhshh..dun realli like this nameee] but too mii..UncIvlIsed BarbaRiaNx stiLL the besT..[janet--ahma..mi--ah siao..cyn--ah dai...li hia--ah gong] UnciviLised barbarianxx rockxx..hahaxx
ReLatIon: giVen uP totaLLy oN 13 le..he dun wortH itt..no poInt liKin[maybe it all e while a crush for him bahxx]..hahaxx..ermxx duN waNNa let sucH a go0d guY like eric goo awae...soo i accept him ..ermmxx two weeks liao..things went smoothly,hahax..but cried alot for him..cox he sad i sad he cry i cry..he e first guy i ever cry together wit..e first guy that when he sad i also sad..dunno why i feel that lovin him has became part of my life...e first time i feel that i mux stick to my stead..hahaxx...but hope we will be closer ..remember wat u told mi worx..mux help each other and alwaes be dere for each other any probs mux together solve..
keL and syL breaK le..syL love frog..haixx..kel let her goo bahxx if shes urs she is..if not she will nv be...soo cheerupx..and dun do any silly things.,..not worth...we all will be here for u..cheerupxx..cyn u also mux be strongg...everyone cheeruppp
--loViN u..has bec0me PaRt of my lif3..--
--though there werE hiNtiNx tiMex n times thaT we weRe noT meaNt t0 bee--
--buT loVin u AiNt no Lie..--
--loVe u..--
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