Monday, February 28, 2005
wenT tO meeT haO afTeR scH..deN stay aT 325 wit eric..frogg..kwanng..iT was rainnin soo didnt play bball...stay under shelter till 4++ den goo off le..haix...findin it hard to be close to u like last timmee..u seeem to changee aloT le...no longeeRr thaT bOi bOi i oNce knew le..izzit due to mY presence...if yes..i am i sorrii..or it is due to tthe facct that i am also no longeer e old mi le..
seein u face blackiie...mi noe u r sad to lose..but cheerup hao mahx...tryy harrderr lo..dun be disappointted..no matter wat happens i will stand by u de...unless u find mi suckz lo...
was kinda moodii...cry on my way back?? nahx..tears rolled down..hahax..for who?? still got whooo...for himm..why r u treatiin mi this way..is this wat i get back after soo much of waitiin...i dun expect anii thing from u...jux a simple care and concern will be enuf le...a smile from ur face is more den enuf le...jux wanna tell u that...i regretted not saein smth to u..haixx
-=-u r the first guy i realli like and cry with-=-
-=-u r the first guy that ever touched my heart deeply and make mi realise wat is love and waitiin-=-
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Sunday, February 27, 2005
tOdae verii nOrmal...wakiie up den watch tbee deN studii..at 5+ wenT j8 with mummii..went too make a spectx..and bought a tube toppi...hahax..
ermmxx...haix...a type of sadness in moi which i dunno how to describe...is a type of missin i gUess..i feLt a missin pIece iN mOi heaRt..thaT piece is gOne foreVa..iT wiLL nv be bacK baHx...i duNno iF i aM trUelY smIliN nOwadaEs..but i caN sae thaT seeIn u smIle..the smIle i gib oUt is reaL de...lolxx
-=-boI boi oNce saId..beTweeN gal gal n bBaLL if he has tO chOOse oNe...he bOth aLsO duN waN..iN e EnD..bOi bOi still cHooses BBaLL-=-
-=-gaL gaL nOe thaat bbaLL is bOi bOi liFe..but gaL gaL alSo hope that bEsides bbaLL..bOi bOi wiLL gIb sOme time thiNkin of gal gaL de memOries-=-
-=-bOi bOI lEavE sO muCh fOr gaL gaL hAppii eNdiiN-=-
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Saturday, February 26, 2005
yEst wasNt in goodIe mooD..faCe blaCkiee..wEbt to chom pang play bball den go 325 play wit eric dey all..lolx..den go 346 at nite playx..den at there PinG ask mI...waT iF eRic lIke tHe yisHun tOwn gal gaL...i replIed...*wat u exPeCt mi To do...sHe so cHio..at leasT bettEr deN mi..like then like lo..i give my blessIn..i will onLi saD to myself buT deN i wilL be haPPi for hIm*
i reaLLi meaN iT this waYx if tHat daE cOme...alThouGh i aM sad...i duNNo if iT is true he lIke thaT gaL...caN soMeone teLL mI e tRuth...oR i sHld jUx believe In hIm that he dun like her..haix..after 346..he had gastric paiN...i am worried to death le buT didnT utter aNi words cox i nO coUraaGe lo..haix..i almost cried out man..haiz..scold e f*** word infront of him...sOrrI cox i was realli upset wiT mummY mahx..sorri...buT jux wanna tell u...if u think u r bad..i can be even worst..lolxx...cried when i went home...puzzLed oVer waT theY saId..he liKe thaat gaL..bUt waT caN i dO..i aM nO loNgEr ReLaTed tO hiM le..haIx..why do I feeL as tHouGh mY heaRT is teaRiN aPaRt..gaL gaL caNt taKe e paIn le...U paIn i aLso paIn..haix..wIll u Pls Gib mi a aNs...dUn waNNa stRuggLe in mid aIr..iT is tOuGh and saD..i aM breaKiN le..i wiLL nV be e saMe mI le..U wiLL nV geT tO see mY reaL sMile lE....u prOmisEd mI thaT u wiLL be bY mYside wHen i neeD sOmeone to reLy oN de...bUt u didnT..nTH bUt jux a bUnTch of eMptii prOmisEs u maDe baHx...i aM realLi falLin..very stRess le..buT i duN thInk u wiLL be e oNe for mI tO relY on BaHx...haix
tOdaE wenT tO stUdy wiT fanGru.wendy and yu wen..study till 7 den we go walk walk..reach home at 8++ bahx...sIiAn..commOn ttesT coMin uPx...
*good lUckiee foR eVerYoNe*
*gal gaL is TiRed lE..bOi bOi whEre r U...i caLLed uR naMe...bUt u aRe nO wheRe to Be foUnd*
*gal gal heaRt is bleedIn prOfusely..iTs paiN..whO wiLL meNd gaL gaL heaRt and maKe gal gal smIle aGaIn*
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
tOdae had nPcc...afTer thaT went to plaY bbalL awhIle..theY woN...yeaHx..*coNgraTx*
was like very HappI todae..wenT cRaZee lolxx..aM i reaLLi haPPi oR trYin tO hiDe mY saDness..i dunnO ... i onLi nOe i vOw to mYseLf that i mUx smIle even when i am sad infronT of u...coz i duN wannA u to see mI saD..maYbe all these doesnt mean anithIn le baHx..
soMetiMes seeiN her likin u sOo mucH...i asked myself is my love for u lesser den her..nO...sometimes i wanted to ba ni rang gei ta...let her subst mi to pei ni...but i think..that if u like her u alreadi go jio her le...lolx...maybe u like other ppl le...who noes...
dUn sae mI silly to waIt for soMeone lIke u...dun tell mI u not gOod..
thienfhien lovefove weifei shunfhun
+-wHen wiLL bOi bOi eveR meeT gaL gaL...-+
+-wheN wiLL boI boI nOe hOw to tReasUre gaL gaL and giB her hapPiness iNstEad of leAviN heR saeiN he cant gIve heR haPpinEss-+
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
yEst nV blog..nOt in The mOod to bLoG...haix iT was 21st yest,...trYin to pUt uP a faKee sMile..i misses e daes alot..realli..but seein u smile brightens up my moodii mood...thnkx for ya smile..
hOpee to reTurNn to e pasT..bUt u foRbids iT..lolx..haix...iF i dIe nOw..waT wiLL u dO..wiLL u caRe and bE saD..wiLL u crY or u wiLL jux lEt iT bEe..*jux askin*
todae went to 325 play after sch..after that went home le...a verii nOrmal dae...haix..
-=-nI zHen de zOu le maHz..hUi laI hao maHx..wO zHen de meI yoU li dEnG le..-=-
-=-nI dOnG wO dE xin cOng laI meI yoU lI kai maHx cOz i nOe u stIll caRe de-=-
-=-rU guO u pa zaI sHanG hai wo de hUa..wo yUaN yI bei ni sHanG haI...cox caN be huRt bY e waY u lOve...is also a VerY happI thing-=-
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
tOdae aRx..nOrmaL bahx..went tO 325 play bball awhile den go meet wendy at northpoint den go back 325 again lo...Bo liao rite..lolxx wenT hOme at 7++
erMx...very wooriieed for jw...dun do anithing foolish pls...u still got mi n syl...kor we will alwaes be there for u de...
thnkx for savin my msg..thnkx alot..atleast like that i know u nv forget mi...u kept ya promise..thnkx..jux to tell u..i nv forget u also and i nv will...u will nv be replaced de..*a promise i gave u and myself* i nOe i nv will be able to wait foreva de..wo xi wang dang wo jie shou lin yi ge ren shi..wo ye neng ai zhe ni...haix...*craps..hahha*...i am still waItiN..i noe i very stubborn...
she likes u alot lehx...u will gib her a chance mahx...she is a good gerl..haix... =((
^^i haTe 21sT....arGhh 5mths le leHxx..i so sHi baI**
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fakiN ouT yeT anOther smIles agIan...very woorrieed for daddy..haix,...but wat can i do...i can onli be by a side there worryin...lolx...went to wendy hse wit losta ppl wor..haha had a fun dae...lolxx
stayed till abt 5 den mi kwang xin ju go le...we went sembawang cox i wanna see sumone mahx after that we went causeway take neoprints den go home le..lolxx
was quite happi also lo...my friendship wit them came back le...thnk u guyx...he called mi ask mi abt frenster thingy..even though it was jux a veRi generaL talK...i am already very contented le...xie xie ni wor...
[[wo zHen de heN haI pa...pa sHi qU yI qIe..pa zHi ji hui daO xIa]]
[[wO ai nI?...ru gUo bU ai wEi he kaN jIan nI he bIe de gaLx na me HaO..i will jeaLous leHx]]
[[caRe is usE heaRt to see n FeeL nOt yoUr eYe]]
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
wEnt to da ba yao wiT kwwaNng n WeeNdYy..haha after that wendy go watch movie den mi n kwang go 325 play bball...play till arund10++ lolz..hahax
haix..had a quarrel wit mummy todaes..she accused mi of smokin..i nv..i realli nv....y mux so sae that she realli dun trust and noe mi lo..haix...heart broken and scare...breakin down soon...daddy u will be fine de rite...god will take care of u de..haix doc sae daddy liver got 2 thingy dunno wat lai de...haix...daddy u mux takax of yourself lehx...
i realli buai ta han le...i duunnno how much longer i can hold le...haix...when i realli fall this time...who will be there to pick mi up??...can u be there...although i noe it is no long possible le..jiu yi my ex and my fren pei zai wo sheng bian ke yi mahx...wo zhen de xi wang zai wo zui cui rou shi you can be there...haix...
--wo yi raN xIang xin nI hai aI wo..zHi shI zUi hoU lI kai Le wO..fOu zHe yaN zhe hUi yoU chOu--
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
haIx..sIaNz..weNt plaY bbaLL aFter scH ..went for nPcc...was e tIme cOordInaTor..lolxx..sTreSs....i tot u all will hate mi when i came to nPcc..buT u aLL weLcomed mI...thNkx guYx
haIx..r u avoidin mii??....if yes please dont...it hurts mi when u avoid mi...haixx..u SaE aVoidIn wOnt solve aNi probs deN whY r U aVoidin mi...lolxx..wO yI raN aI zHe ni coX i nOe u are soMeone wHo wiLL nOt liKe anIone easIly de anD oNce u lIke her u wILl trY to bRinG her haPpIness but if u caNt u wiLL leT go...u wiLL onLi leT go wHen u aRe leFt wiT nO cHoice De...
acTuaLLi tOdae tOk to u oN jia hao phOne..mI very happi although jux a simple call ask where are we...lolx...ke yi he ni shUo hUa yI jIng sHi wO zUi kaI xIn de sHi le...xie xie..lolx...
-=-lOve is nv eTerNaL...but evEryoNe yeaRns for eTerNaL loVe-=-
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
haix..dao le zhui hou..bu guan wo xiang ai shang shui...wo de xin que li bu kai ni de shi jie...
xie xie ta gei wo de da an..yin wei ta de da an rang wo bu zai na me ruan le...yin wei wo bu bi wei ai ni or ai ta zhen zai..
blur blur de wo hai shi xuan zhe le zhu zhu de ni...hahax...ni hai ji de dui wo de promise mahx..maybe ni forget le...but den jux to tell u..if i mean smth to u when we stead..u will remember the promise de...if not..our loves was just xu qing jia yi bahx...
fang xin bahx...shui ran wo li bu kai ni de shi jie...but wo hai shi wo jing li qu fang xia de...yin wei wo bu xiang chen wei ni de fu dan...haix...
xie xie ta rang wo dong wo ai de shi shui after ta de da an...hahax...
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Monday, February 14, 2005
HaPpI vaLeNtiNes daEx,..
received 2 keychains and a rose from janEt and cHinG..thNkx ppl..love u to pieces..hahax
ermxx..went to j8 after sch with yk n wendy den go play bball le..play till abt 7++ den walked home..duNNo whY didnt realli feel happi todae...becoz of?? or i am too tired..haha
was hopin that u were beside mi??...or am i jux waiTin for a miracle agaIn...dUn avOid mI...iT is HarD for mI to lIke anoTher ppl..hahax unfortUnaTely u become the one...bUt i MigHt nOt be the oNe baHx...yIn weI wo pEi bu sHanG nI bahx...
ermx...Ba da aN sHuO chU laI...bU yaO raNg wO yoU reN hE koNg de xI waNg...wO chEn sHou bU liaO lIn yI gE da Ji...
wHen a woUnd heaL...scArs remAiNs foreVa..sOmehOw iT huRts soMetiMe...nO maTTer hOw haRD u trY to fOrgEt..soMehOw e tHinGy wiLL sTill sUrfaCes in yOur mInD..
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Saturday, February 12, 2005
ermx..went to lesner hse wit wendy lo...den go ah yang hse..after tt wendy hafta go first den we went to play bball..hahax...play till 10+ den went home le...thnks for sendin mi home xie xie ni wor...
bu xiang qu zhi dao ni de da an..yin wei ni bu hui gei wo ans de....sooo jiu rang wo xiang xin ni hui fulfill your promise bahx...at least like that wo ke yi fang xin de fang qi le...ke shi jiu rang wo zai dui ni shuo sheng xie xie bahx..xie xie ni liu gei wo de hui yi...ta jiang yi bei zi liu zai wo xin zhong..ni ye hui yong yuan de zai wo xin li..cOng xIan zaI qI...wo yOu yOng qI mIaN dui nI yiN weI wO xiN zHong de BaO fu yI jIng fAnG xIa le..wo zHi hUi ba ni daNg cHen wO dE hao peNg yOu..yI bei zI de pEnG yOu...nI hUi ba wO daNg cHeN nI de haO peNg yoU mahx...daN yUaN rU cI baHx..
dAddY..nI yaO hao qI laI...zHi yao nI ke yI jIan JiaN kaNg KaNg jIu haO le..nI de jIaN kaNg bI eVerYthiN haI yaO zHonG yaO...daDy wO aI nI...haix..forciN a sMile oUt aGaIn..aFraId anD stRess...can u LeNd mI yr shouldeR when i aM saD..i verY scarE..haix...GoD pLeAsE taKax of my daD..
-=-bU yaO raNg hUi yI cHen wEi nI dE fU daN..yIn weI hUi yI sHi meI li dE-=-
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Friday, February 11, 2005
this few daes nv blog le...lazi to blog..had a fun time durinn chinese new yr...hahax...win n lose some money..haha..had collected some hongbaos..haah
stress...over family n relationship bahx....haix hope daddy can recover soon bahx...time to lett goo le..jiu rang ni zou bahx..raang ni fei wang ni de shi jie...xi wang ni yong yuan kuai le...xin fu jiu ke yi le...wo dui ni de gan qing man man dan le..hahax..*good or bad*..xi wang ni xin fu..ta hen hao jie shou ta bahx
ta hen hao shi wo bu gou haox..jiu suan wo dui ta you gan jue...you neng zhe yang yin wei wo he ta shi yi bei zhi de hao peng you ...shui hui you yong qi qu kai kou...
**dan zai wo zhen de fang qi qian,,,[e] ke yi hui da wo de wen ti mahx...ni zhen de hui yong yuan ji de wo mahx...ni hui zhun shou your promise mahx?**
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Friday, February 04, 2005
ermxx..had cIp till 6 todae..but mi go off at 4++ cox i got thingy on...after tt wenT nP wiT wenDy anD faNgru..den went chomp pang cc..played till 9.45+ den went home le...haixx...
dunno why feel so scare..stilL very scare u wiLL liKe her...verY scarE to see u become oTher gerL boYs....u uNdeRstAnd mY feelIn mahx...haix...NaN dAo nI zHen dE rEn xiN kaN wO shOu sHanG arx...haix...
weI sHe me sHuO yao waNg jI qiE waNg bU lIao..wei shE me dao le xian zai HaI duI ni yI yI bu sHe...
wO de beI shaNg nI yoU dong dUo sHaO...can u jux reply mi...wiLL u evEr faLL for hEr....
sHattEred heaRt ..broKen smIles...wHo wiLL be aBle to meNd iT =((
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