Tuesday, April 26, 2005
tOdae aRhx...as UsuaL lo..BorEd hahaz..haD maThs cLass FroM 2.30 till 4.45 hahaz..LonG maN haD 7periiods of maThz lehx..*prO bahz* aFter thaT meT cyn n bReN undEr biiRdiie blocK den we go sTudii aT the underbLock neaR cc as cc OccupY le..lolzz..
bReN coulDnT coNcentRaTe so sHe wenT hoMe fiirst den mi aNd cyN study till 6.30 den we go maKaN den she wenT home...i wenT to plaY bbalL awHile..reacH home aT 7.30 bahz..lolzz..den waTch tV den sTudii aGaiin lolz..hahaz [bUck uP...haVe to dO well nO matteR waT]
kOrx n.... u alL wiLL be fiine de riiTe..i belliieVe...pRaYiin haRd for u aLL...haiix worriied buT waT caN i doo...kOrx nO mattEr waTs e oUtcooMe..i wiLL still be yOur meii foreva...samE for oThers lo...taKax of yOurselF..gOd wiLL prOtect u aLL de...
--*eU forCed mii tO be sO straiiGhtforwaRd...wO yoU mei yoU steaD is mY proB...mY woRds aRe haRsH buT iTs for uR good...U wiLL nV be mY happiness de..cOz u wiLL nV nOe wat i waN
aNd eveN iF u noE le u wiiL nV be e oNe tO giB mi waT i waN de...sO waT foR deNg qii Jii wHen iT wiLL nV happeN between u N mii...rU guO aii wO de hUa faNg diaO wO..geii wO zi yoU...nii zhe yaNg de duii wO sHuO u loVe mii waT u wiLL waIt wat eriic all they...maKe mi sTress...u wiLL nV be mY happiiNess..cOz happiness foR mi is sOmeone i loVe*---
--*wHen u LovE soMeonE..u dUn haVe tO have thaT sOmeoNe de..as LonG as that persOn is haPpii n saFe..u wiLL evenTually be haPpii aNd fiinD eVerytHiin worThwhiLe*--
--*yaO weii lE zHi jii er hUo..er siiaO..bU yao wei le Biie reN er zHoU reN he sHii*--
--*soRrii if mY wOrds aRe haRsH*--
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Monday, April 25, 2005
ermx...afew daes nv blog le..haha
friidae: a verii normal dae lo..played bball whole dae...haha aiimlesss
saT: went to meet wendi they all at 10 at northpoint ocbc den we headed for east coast..haha celebrate wen bdae mahz...ermx reach the beacxh at abt 1++ den we go cut cake hahaz...den we play water..after that we went to rent roller blade and bike...hahaz...fell afew tiimes..haha ..ermx den at abt 6++ we left for wld n eat pizza hut..hahaz..kena sun burn sehx..had fun in pizza hut..takin picz hahaz...
sUn: normal lo...dadii pick till one ipod lolz..went to find hao they all..den at nite go out wit mumii haha...quite bo liao also...haha..
todae: went to play bball after sch todae..hahaz..was like sort of high lol..haha keep on jump here n there...den at 7 went home le...studii lolz..hahaz...aimmless..hhaaz..so happii that mi n him not realli avoiidin each other le..ahaha
-=-wo xii huan zhe zhong gan jue...shui ya bu yao bi kai shui-=-
-=-km: dun mean to hurt eu..jux dun wan u to fall in deeper...cox i still love eriic but i am not waiitin for him..n u will nv noe wat i want cox myself dun even noe-=-
-=-if that time is for hapiness n u r stress...thats y u gave mi up...i can onli sae that it shows how little i mean to euu-=-
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
erm.. afew daes nv blog le wor..hahaz..hahaz..ermx nothing much lo...examz are soo near man..lolx..
tuesdae: went to play bball after sch hahaz...fun siia..lolz...ermx den at niight kel called tok about some tingyy lo..kel arhx dun regret wor...
wed: after sch gpt 2hr maths class...diiao got 6 periods of maths straiight lehx..hahaz..siianz siia...crazee le..haha den smth happen....haha both siide also got theiir reason..hope theiir frenship will be alriite bahz...hahaz...
todae: went home after sch...study lo..exam so near le...cannot afford to do badly..lolz...hahaz..jia you bahz...hahaz
-=-aRe u aNgrY wiiT mi..haiiz..u r riiTe as freN wo meN meii yoU zi ge qU gaN sHe keL de loVe liife..anD ii nV-=-
-=-no maTteR waT happEnx u wiLL alwaEs be mY freNz foreVa..coX u arE the oNe theRE whEn i aM saD-=-
-=-sO happii whEn we aRE like nOt avOiidiiN eaCh otheR wHen plaYiiN maTcH...i sTill caRe like i aLwaEs do..i sTill loVe u lIke i nV loVe aniioNe befOre buT mY teaRs aRe driied..cHeeKz aRE paiiNfuL anD heart is bRokeN so i aM seNseless le..nOt goiiN to cRy like i aLwaEs crY to sLp aniimOre..i Love U..buT i no loNger haVe anii hOpes oN u le...*beTteR?*-=-
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
toDAe arHz..wenT oUt eaRlii iN e mOrniiN aT 6.10 met cYn undEr moii bloCk den we walK to Cc plaY bbaLL hahaz =)) *siiao hor soo earlii* so qiiao we peng jian qinG hua deN plaYed pressure...da duii..haha mi did 95 pumpiiNs lehx..haha cyn did 105...aFter thaT at 8 plus mii cyn n kel went to eat mac...den sit there tok tok den kel has to go back for tutitiion..so mii n cyn went back to cc lo play bball haha..den play awhile we fiind it so hot so we went back nP den walk walk tok tok sit at mac den i doze off..den at 12 we wenT back cc to meet kel and man hong den we play play hahaz...
aFter bball we deciided to go bugiis shop so we wenT home n cHange den go fuNlanD meet kel hahaz..saw thomas eriic dey all lolz...so malu siia...haha after that we went to bugis meet biirdiie n pris..den we go walk walk eat lo...at abt 6++ we went home le..hahaz..reach home around 8 lo..hahaz...*haVe a fUn daE* hahaz
siian reach home...mummi sae i steal her money...fuck lo...i nv den aniihow blame..den i shouted back at her i steal ur money for wat...not as if i am in need lo..KnN...deN she sae waT freNz more impT to mii...i realli feel like shoutiin back so wat if frenz are more impt...at least they are reasonable lo unlike u treat mii like wat...a piece of rubbish or shiit...at least they noe respect lo...knn..if u dislike mi so much wat for briing mii into thiis bloody world...let mii die can le riite....den u no need to fan riite...*u beliieve den good dun beliieve ur own pasa...qing zhe zhi qing lo*
//__iF i caN eveR chOosE i dUn waN u all as my paRenTz..i dUn waN aniionE..i ratheR i was nV borN..liFE simPly suCkz iN this iiDiioTic famiiLii__\\
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
tOdae aRhx...weNt oUt at 11++ gO 325 fiiNd eRiiC dey aLL lo...after that at 1++ mi go meet wendii they all ...mi wendii fr..fiish n trudii waiited for kawi kaming n yh for abt 1 hr ++ lehz..haha..wasnt in goodiie moodiie..haiizz..after the boiis came..we went to trudii hde..was supposed to studii de..in e end we ended playiin n tokin haha..went homiie around 6...Lo Bang caB homiie...lolzz
soorii didnt mean to huRt u de..yeaH aT e enD wo haii shii hai mei yoU fanG xiia hiim...aNd sorrii...iF u ever meet anoTher gal u like..go ahead..dun waiit for mii..i miighT noT be abLe to be wiiT u...haiixx
saD..duNch noe waT tO saE..haiix..sorriii
---=wO meN doU aii sHanG le bU huii de hUii huii baO de reN=---
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Friday, April 15, 2005
TodaE arHx..nOrmaL plUz fUn..haha..wenT orChaRd wiit felii and priis and sc..hahaz had a fuN tiime wiiT u aLL..hahaz..took neoz..hahaz..cha bo from moii nPcc haha aniiwaE i aLso faiil mahx..lolxx...
ermx went shop shop rounD orcHarD--herren and ciineleisure till 7++ den we took e traiin home...den walk walk at nP...haha..haha so happi saw so manii ppl..KAY KIAT especiallyy hahaz...he iN bball team at RP lehz...soo good..haha U mY idOl...hahaz how u le...haha almost couldnt reconigzed u man..hahaz
ermxx..ermxx...wats more to update lehz..haha jux verrii happi cox saw some seniiors and realli glad to see them lo..hahaz..aiinT happii wiiT some of the nominees in e new coUncils...hahaz..think we fallin soon man..lolz
erm..dun ask mi to gib chances or wat...i realli dunno...anD feliiciia...kelvinn..wendii...priss..and somemore dun sae i LikE tHe sOmeonE lehx [not km]...i dUn like leHx jux damn closee frenx of his onlii...he is juz someone i wanna share my problems wit...realli..even if i like him also last time le lo..hahaz..mi n him FrEnx..reallii...
*[wO de xiiN haii zaii hu nii maHz...wo de leii zhen de bu huii zaii weii nii liU le mahz]*
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
ermx...yest: went home after sch..hahaz..siianz study for todae de pHysiicx so hard man..haha *will i pass* haiix..hahaz..someone told mii that time for mii to gib up le...cox only when i gib up den he will go fiind hiis happiiness..maybe that is true bahx...hahaz..maY happiiness be wiit him forever...=))
tOdae aRhx..went to plaY bbaLL aFter scH lo..iN e morNinG wenT to scH wiT miNg..wii...wen..hahaz..lolxx..ermx..play bball till 7++ den go home le..haha was rushiin through moi journal manz..hahaz...duii ni hai shi yi dian she bu de bahz..ke shi wo hai shi de fang xiia de...yin wei i dun wanna waste my time n ur tiime le...=p..ni ai guo de xiao tiian hai shi jian qiang de..yin wei shi ni rang ta bian jian qiang de bahz hahaz..=))
km: u ask mi why i stead wit him onlii a mth++ yet i fanG bU xiia..coZ..iT isnT how lonG mi n hIm weRe togeTheR..iT is the feeLin the deePness mY loVe for hiiM...=))...didNt reallii avoiid u...juz frenz bahx...hahaz..=))
**tO u: iF u arE stiLL avoiidiiN mi whEn i alreadY use fRenX attitUde tO faCe u..i haD nTh tO saE...iS beiiN fReNz[close] wiT u sO haRd...lolzz**
---[tiimE doesNt mattEr..iTs thE deePness oF loVe i haD for U thaT cOunTz]---
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
ermx..todae wasnt fiine at all..haiiz...went to play bball after naPfta den at 7+ walk my way home..it was raiinin,..haha caUght iN the raiiN ..fuN..heex=))
to weiijiee: gorx...u noe wat u saiid in canteen makes my heart shattered when i saw u still so happi as though nth happen...makes mi feel i dun mean anithing to u..goRz..didnt mean to shout at u..buT waT if u were mii...if i sae i dun care u let u goo...u wont feel sad mehx after cariin for this mei so much den u jux like that let her goo...this is how i feel lo..i was thiinkin..if she means more to u..maybe i realli should let u goo..but i dun bearx cox i care...eriic--fiirst euu--second jiian wen--thiird...jiian wen and eriic alreadii disappoint mi alot alot le..now u also like that...i was lost man tears couldnt help but jux rolled down...haiz...but at least now we both had sorted it out le...i hope next time we wont becox of others and quarrel le..let treat this as wo men zhi jian de kao yan bahz...but i still got abit dunno how to face u lo..i feel the distance between u n mi...haix hope tiime can heal all things bahz...in my heart u all three are realli important besides my frenz...
*~nOw i KnOw the feeLin oF beiiN disaPpoiiNted by sOmeone u caRe~*
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Monday, April 11, 2005
todaE arHx..verii normall lohx..heex..went nP aftEr scH deN buY ivY present den walk walk abit lo..haha after that den goo hoMe le...haha..after that at siix plus meet yu wen n ah ma at nP..haha they were late hahaz...=p nvm its okiiex...
haiix somethiings happen todae to mii n kor[wj]:...haiizz gOrx u can becox of her come scold mii...i verii disappointed lo..haixx...wat am i too u...nan dao she that mei mei who nv care for u de worth u come n scold mii mahz..haizz...i onli got two words to sae..disappointed..shi wang
reallii hope mi n kor can be okayx...haiiz i reallii treasure e brother-sistaz ship between us lo...haiix kor arh kor...haiix
^~iF holDiiN oN becoMes ya bUrdeN..anD lettiiN gO meaNz fReedOm...i wOulD giiB u frEEdOm~^
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
yEst was too tiRed to blOg..hahaz...wakiie at 7.15am yest and wenT for e flag daE dutY at bUgiiS..hahax..ntH mucH to do so we wenT walk walk arOunD deN helP oUt wiiT the closiiN registratiOn in da aftErnooN 12 till 1 plUz...haha den chaRles braNja mii n feLii maKan..*thnKx*
afTer thaT mii..priis..ivy..felii..trudii wenT for nEo hahaz...ermx aftEr that ivy hafta rusH bacK for tUtiTion and da resT of us heAded for oRchaRD..meeT biiRd n kel there..hahax...haD a niice daEz..mi kel and trudii left orchaRd earliier at 5+ cox mi n kel go for veroon bdae..hahax
ermx..went to SafRa for verooN bdaE..plaYed bowliiN wiT kel..jas..huii..haha FuN...heex =)) the guYx went to play pooL..lolx..was kiiNda moodii at pooL taBle coX oF mEmoRiiEs i sUsppoSed...hahaz miisEs e daEx aT taBle fiVe...hahaz..[u plaY theN i looK lo..alThOuGH seeM boRiiN buT its okiies...haha deN one tiime u maKe fuN oF mii abT the msG thiinGy lO...haha and we use thE chaLk tO wriiTe stuffs oN e table lo..hhaaha thesE meMoriies aLwaYs in mY heaRT nOt my miinD..cox the miNd easiiLy forgetz buT the heaRT will alwaEs remembeRz..]
*wiLL u remeMbeR thesE memOriies we oNce shaRed liKed i dOo?*
went hoMe arUnD 10++..hahaz idioT chUn weii keep oN scaRiinG us abT ghosT..hahaz..
iVy bdaE todaE...haPpii bdaE iVy..=))
+=eVerY moMenT u haD wiiT mii is thE mosT beaUtifuL memoRiies u maDe for mii..anD the memOriieS i trEasuReD mosT=+
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Friday, April 08, 2005
erMx..verii normaL dae..aiiMless aniiwaE..hahax..wenT tO makan aftEr scH den wenT back to scH for de iT woRkshOp..*siianz*..afTer taT went baCkiie home deN meeT kwaNg aT kHatiiB den we wenT for caNberra traiiNiin..hahax...
we wenT to meeT hao dey all fiirsT den go fiind eriic..hahax..the couRt the riiNg caN shiFt uP shiFt dowN de *soo cuTe* den caN duNk de...hahaz..deN they kepT plaYiiN thE dunK..aT arouNd 7 we wenT bacK to anOtheR couRt..they staRted theiiR traiiNin anD i saT aside to waTch theM..hahaz..[[jia yoU]]
wenT hOme at 8pM...slowly walk my way home..alonG THE PArk..wiNd was bLowiN cold..i waS so scarE buT remaiiN caLm..hahaz...bLess...
waS kinDa boRiiN hahaz...
haiiiz..i caRe for hiiM...buT somEthingx abT hiiM i rather bE kepT in e daRk aT leasT that is beTtEr for mii cox i dun waNna cRy aNiiMore...nO matteR whO he likes..wat caN i saE..hiis cHooiiCe..he haPpii..xiin Fu caN le..i seeM tO be avoiiDin u..i dunnO whY i did thaT..fOunD iT harD to facE u sUddenly buT resT assuReD onE daE i will noT avOiiD u anD i will be uR freN likE lasT time...hahaz..somEtime waLk pasT seconD flooR wilL miss e daes we were togEther..haha [mii goiin toilet everytime jux to wallk pass ur class...cook nasi lemak for u to eat..u also cook for mii..haha nv tok to u de onlii eye contact...we were shy man...miises tiime we went to play pool...haha the dae i gave u that jersey..how was it gettin along or u threw it hahaz..]
ermz...niice memoriies..thiinKin of iT wheN i miss u sometiiMes..hahaz...
-=-beLiieVe iN miRacLes..buT do nOt depend oN iT-=-
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
tOdaE aRhx...saD..aiiMless BaHz...haiiX didnT do well for mY tesTz..i reallii studiied buT haiix..feel liike giivin up le...haixx...[uSeless mii..nV do aniiThiin well de]..weNt for bbaLL afTeR scH plaY awhile deN wenT hoMe to sTudii for mY chiinese aNd hisTorY...haiix..waT e heLL i siGhiiN for...
sYl:eVen iF wat u saiiD r tRue..waT caN i dOo..he is nO loNgeR miNe le..he happii..sHe gooD caN le..i zHu fU theM..u saiiD i reaLLii duN caRe le meHx..nOt i dUn caRe..is thaT i haVe tO leT gO de..wO zaii yii ke shii i am tryiiin to sToP myselF froM caRiiN..wO duii ta zHii shii peNg yOu..
[hEr]: iF iTs trUe...takax of hiim...he alwaes cougH de..ask hiim to zhao gu zHi jii anD asK him duN alwaEs looK dowN on hiimseLf..wHen he is saD try tO shaRe hiis proB baHz...duN eevEr leT hiiM go..he is a NiiCe..gOoD..caRiiN gUy..wO zHu fU nii meN.. -[bless]-
~*~maYbE we leaRnt e aRt oF lettiiN gO thaTz whY we aRe smiiLiiN happiiEr baHz~*~
~*~iF waT ii heaRd is tRue..plS treaT heR well..duN do waT u diid to Mii to heR..bU yaO raNg ta zOu..hao haO aii Ta baHz..giiB her happiness wiT uR migHt nOt leaVe for happiiNess~*~
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
afew daes nV bLoggiiE le...
4th aPriiL: WaS a NormaL daex lo..wenT hoMe aFteR scHool to sTudii foR a maThz...hahaz *gUaii baHz*..hahaz...ermx...i aM trYiiN moii BesT tO forgeT hiiM...buT iT seeM haRd...hahaz..bU xiiaNg accEpT nii yiiN weii bU xiiang shanG haii nii...anD noW tO mii..its nOt imPt maHz..fRenx..bball and sTudiies is most impt..sooo yii hoU zaii shuO bahz...duN waiiT too loNg...=))
5tH aPriL: gOnna reMembeR thiis daTe foreVa..aLwaEs iN moii heaRt jUz like 21 seP...hahaz...u aLL shOuld nOe y baHz..iF nO...deN too baD lo...ermx...wenT hoMe afTer scH to sTudii e maThx..*gUaii eHz* hahaz..a maThs was haRd..hahaz..i realli studii..dun wanna floP a maThz...arghH..hahaz...i aM noT as saD as LasT tiiMe le..izziT cox i aM alrEady leaRniiN to leT gO le alThoUgh the siiGht oF u maKes mY deciisiioN uNstaBle?..nO maTter waT..hOpe e memOriiEs oF us wiLL alWaEs staY in eaCh oTheR heaRt baHx..tO mii iT wiLL...*promiise* =))
tOdaE: weNt for gaRagE saLe aT 12.50 hahaz...fUn..draWiiN posTerz..makin icE-crEaM stiickiie..hahaz...afTer thaT went 325 plaY bbaLL till 7.15 den raiiN hahaz...so weNt baCkiie hOme le lO...siiaNz hahaz...waS a littLe mooDyy buT maNaGe tO geT oveR iiT..hahax -=-jiia yOu baHx xiiaO tiiaN..haha-=-was teLLin mYselF to dO waT i told oThex[waT yoUrs wilL be yoUrs..waT wasnT meaNt to be yoUrs will nV be yoUrs de]
~-[jiaN weN]--hOpe everii thingx goes weLL for U...hoPe e proB u haD wiiT theM wiLL be oVer sooN baHx..erMz..hoPe u duN leT thEm dowN agaiiN bahz...
+[[iT waSnT tiiMe thaT diiDnT waiiT for mii..iT was U thaT leFt mii beHiiNd]]+
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
Hai Pa (Afraid)
WU WO~
Wo tu ran jue de you dian ba Ai gen shen huo de yi qie Ni yi wei wo zhi dao zhen me chai kai Wo men de xiang fa luo cha
CHORUS
Wo de ai Shi shuo ting bu nen ting Yi jing nong de bu nen shuo shi chen jing Ye ke shuo chu wo shi chuo de Ai wei chen bian chen zhen de Ye mei dan dao duo shao ni shu yao de ai Wo bu zai Qu zhi zhu wo shi shei Wo shi wo zai ye li diao de yan lei Ye ke shuo wo kan bu kai de Wei ni wo nen zuo de Ying hai mei rang ni xiang xin she ai qing Zhuo you ni wo
Er ku qi dou shi ing wei ai Ye pi zi ji bu diao lei Rang wang ri bu zhi shi you ni Zai wang li wo ye chang zhe Ping le ming de shou zhe
Repeat CHORUS x2
Zhuo you ni wo
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Endless Road
The truth is tearing up my heart I can’t, recognize this place The endless road without, a stop sign Can’t even find a stranger this time
Chorus
Why am I, still holding back my tears In this loneliness there’s nothing to fear Every cause still seems, a wonder How we could be together Every time I ask if this would be the last Why am I still talking to myself? Hoping u will have the keys to myself Every song might calm the weather But it just draws me deeper How do I get out of this I think, I never will?
Hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
A crystal forming in the eye Maybe this would be the last A winding path down my face Till I begin to taste the, bitterness inside
Chorus
Why am I, still holding back my tears In this loneliness there’s nothing to fear Every cause still seems, a wonder How we could be together Every time I ask if this would be the last Why am I still talking to myself? Hoping u will have the keys to myself Every song might calm the weather But it just draws me deeper How do I get out of this I think, I never will?
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friidaE: haD ouR scHooL annUaL sPorTs daEz..yEaHz..haha e aTteNdenCe likE ruBbish maN...so liittle ppl turned uP..hahax aniiwaEx cHeeruPz guYx..we doNe ouR besT le..hahaz thNkz seNiioRz for heLpiN mi to sloVe e priize wiiNerz thiinGyz...thaNkz...hahaz..gooD jOb jooaNNe..nEtha..sYa and saBree..hahaz..wE caN do e nExt evEnT eveN beTteRz..haaha =)) enDed e whole thiiNgy at abT 7++ deN mii feli..pris..joanne..manhong..bren go nP..haha aftEr that i wenT 346 play bball wiTh caii huanG anD thomaS..tiirEd hahaz
saT: weNt for weddiiN diinEr..conGratx uncle amOs..haha maY u alL lasT lonG worz...bai tou xiie lao..hahaz =)) tooK loTz of photo...zii liiaN...haha..tiireD when i wenT hoMe..driinK the red wiine le stoMacH feel soo uNcomfOrtabLe..hahaaz...
-=-eNjoYed moiiseLf baHz..bu doNg ke yii aii nii dUo jiiu..tiiMe is runniiN ouT le...xUe zHe faNg kaii le bahz?-=-
BEAUTIFUL AS IT SEEMS
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