Wednesday, June 22, 2005
erm erm..wakiie at 12noon..hahax...den do homework..hahaxx...meet deariie under moii block at 3.45 den we walk to fiind caii...haha..den acc cai to makan lorx...heee after that go mac do homework..hee den caii go at 6++...mi n deariie stay there lorx..hee although i am feelin cold ..butt i could feel e warmth in moii heart..heex...somethiin happen in mac hahax..lolx
at 7.30..we went to cc to fiind them..lol..den at cc awhile den go 925 makan..after that dear send mi home..hee..thnks deariie...sha gua..heex...erm erm he verii bad lorx..keep on tok abt wat happen yest..lolxx..hee
yest: wen to novena in e morniin wiith jo n kel n dear..heex..we acc jo go lavender make ic fiirst den go novena to collect her prize..den we went arcarde,..hahax..erm erm erm when kel n jo were playiin mi n dear got smth happen hahax..didnt expect it lor stunned lol..hahax onli wanna hug eu onli nv thiink of iit de..hahax...
x[[__i will not forget wat happen yest n todae de..iLu..erm erm i am like lettin eu to take over hiis place biit by biit le lorx...heex,,__]]x
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
erm erm..didnt blog for afew daes le bahz..haha too tired to blog..erm erm..nth mucH baHz...
FriiDaE: a Verii normaL daE..hahaX..plaYiin bbAll loR aT cc..saW zHii yonG like taT onLi bahz...den aBit mooDswiinG lor..haiix...siiaNz..lolx..erm erm ur questiion stunned mi alot lor..iF eU waNNa leT go oF moii haNd iTs ya cHoiicE..buT i wOnt gO wiiT hiiM tOo..coz i aM too aFraiiD oF huRt aGaiiN..anD eUu arE soo siLLi tO leT gO eVen if u dUn baRe..thaTs seLfiisH my DeaRiiE...diid eU eveR asK mii wHo ii waNNa bE wiiT...hahaz loLz...caN eU reaLLii prOmiisE that it is e lasT tiiMe eUu maDe mii crY..lolx...
saT: weNt maRiiNa wiTh deaRiie aNd keL aT abT 5.45 hahaz..den we waiited for jaz aT mariina mRt at 7+..lolx..waiiTed quiTe loNg for her hahaz...bOred at ThaT time buT lucKiiLii he waS deRe to accOmpaNii mii baHz..hahaz..waiited till abT 7.15 jaz caMe...we went to take bus and go to LONG CHUN to fiind them...haha ate steamboat..lolz..fULL hahaz...at abT 10.30 we walked back to mrt station ahaz..scary the route is dark lor..and i was so scare that i held his hanD soo tiiGht..hahaz...after we reached yiishun..we sat at the staiirs and waiited for frogiie...hahaz..den we went to lower seletar..hahaz...eriic they all siiao de buy soo manii dUriiaNz..hahaz..haha
actualli mi wanna ton de..but suddenly dun feel like..den deariie at abt 3+ send mi home lol..the road were quiet lor..haha but at least he is there la den mi not scare..hahaz..reach home bathe le den call him chatiie awhile den zzzz le..haha
sUn: slept till 11..makan den play com do homework...den zzz till4 hahaz..den at 5 went to aH ma hse..i miss her hahaz...alot ppl came hahaz...soo loNg nV go viisiit ah ma..haha at ah ma place till9.30+ den kor drive mi back home..lolz..missiin eUu loaDiies..
][erm erm..ii caRe for him still la..maybe see him sad mi will also abit quiiet la..but i ccaN feel thaT i aM letiin eu to take over him biit by biit alreadii..soo mY boii..please dun be soo silli and aask mi to go back to his side..he made it soo clear..wat eu wanna mi to do..i gave him chances to make mi stay but he didnt ... i am realli heart broken when eu saiid that i will be happier wiith him..it shows how unstable we are that we can let go soo easiily??..nO onE caN force mii to staY wiiTh aniionE..anD wHen ii cHose e rOutE..i wilL noT turN baCk le..i aM haPPii wiTh euu..seRiouSlii i aM..deaRiiE plEase duN be so siLLi aGaiiN..][
][yOu rEn heN xiiN fU yiiN weii sHe haVe moU moU rEn tO be heR gUardiiaN aNgeL foreVEr][
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
todaE arHx..meet pris at 12 den we go makan lolx..hahaz..after thaT we went to meet thomas and kwang...lolx..den we headed to orchard..hahaz..fiirst we go taka cox kwang wanna makan..he is a biG eaTer lolx..after that we walk to FaR eaSt he still cOnt. to eat lolz...haha we took neos lolz..hahaz...after that we walk to heeren den saw jaz...hahaz..dear after that we walk and walk our way down to dhoby guat lolz..haha..
fiirst tiime he ni sooo close bahx..wo men hui yi zhi zhe yang mahz? ru guo you yi tiian he tell mi lehz...but that dae will nV come de..but ru guo got de hua let mi choose the road ii want..ke neng wo who also dun wan..lolx..mii appreciate every thing eu do for mii and the love eu gave mii...forgiive mii if the love ii gave eu wasnt as much as wat eu gave mii..cox wo haii shii huii pa..lolz..haii shi bu gan fang xiin qu aii..pa ta hui hui laii de gan jue...hahaz.. [wo bu dong wo zai shuo she me]...
'nii men liang ge zaii wo xiin zhong dou heng zhong yao soo u all mux be happi..lolzz'
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
tOdae aRhx...aCtuaLLii meeTiin PiinG and haO for zHAo caN de..haha buT in e enD ii coUldnT wake up sO we eNded meetin for luNch..hahaz..afTer luNch we go ThoMaS hsE..haha jiiahao play com there den mii ping and kel do nth...lolz..aFter that at abt 3++ we go cc play bball till abt 8+ den he send mii home..lolz..
was kiiNd of in better mood todae bahz..haiiz...siianz..i am sTill verii confuse bahx..haiix realli no confiidence in moiiself..mi jux wanna tell eu dat bu yao duii wo na me hao..wo haii pa wo huii li bu kaii..wo pa wo hui shang le nii...zhen de...haiiz...
+[[___wo haii shii hen pa..bu yao duii wo bao taii da de xii wang hao mahz..rang wo man man laii..lolx..ni yao hao hao de zhao gu zhi ji wor...___]]+
+[[___wO huii xuE zhE yooNg qUaN xiiN laii aii Nii...raNg nii qU daii ta zaii wo xiiN zHonG de dii wEii ke sHii wO xU yaO heN dUo sHii jiiaN___]]+
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
yesT....erm erm wat did ii do..haha..went for breakfast wiith thomas..ping n jas lo..den kel came to joiin us later..hahaz...waiited for hao froom mornniin till afternoon siia...haha in e end we ate fiirst..lol..den the guys went to walk walk [arcade] den mi n jas stay at mac do homework lo...haha den at 2+ mi n thomas went to meet eriic dey all...den we went to ssc hahaz...den mi n cyn play play awhile le we go eat dou hua..haha..after that we acc them go makan le..we walk to the bball court whiich can slam dunk de...haha the feelin of touchiin the riing was sooo sHiOOkk hahaz...was haviin mood swiing so was very quiiet bahz...at 8++ mi kel n thomas we took bus back..lolz...
todaE aRhx..meet siindy and sam at 11+ den we go pay bill le den meet jia ming but beforre that mi went to meet qiing hua cox he wanna buy flower for his gal...haha niice siia...haha [blue rose lehx] hahaz..mi sam sindy n jiaming we went to cineleisure and we watched MR n MRS SMITH..haha it was a pretty niice show..hahaz..after moviie we went to far east den jalan jalan..i bought a top..hahaz...after that at abt 6++ mi n siindy went back fiirst..hahaz...quiite a fun dae bahz,...hahaz..
ps: sOrrii iF i aLwaEs mood swiing..lolz..mi jux couldnt control my mood at tiimes...will u be e one who is able to make mi attracted to jux eu n no one else like he did..nii you wo de xiin but nii du bu dao wo de xiin..lolzz
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
erm erm...yest was a fun dae..in e mornnin go for breakfast wiith jaz hahaz...den afternoon go out wiith bro,bro gF,kaii xiiang and his gF...haha we went east coast..mi jiie and kor go roller blade..FuN buT mi fell..hahaz...we blade den kaii xiiang n gal they go suN tanniin..after bladiin we go tanniin hahaz...after that we went for diinner at FiSh n Co..haha niice and fUll..lolx
after diinner...we go jalan jalan..den kor buy for mii one piggy..loVe it maNz..haha loVe eUu korzz...
aFteR jaLaniiN...we gO tHe onE [kTv]..hahaz...siinG soNg..haha damN cold siia...siinG till 2++ den go hoMe..hahax...realli had a fun fun dae...hahaz..so long meii you he kor go out play le..hahaz..
tOdaE arHx..meet hao in fUnlanD den go cc plaY bball till 9++ den go hOme le...a verii nOrmaL daE lo hahaz...buT siinDy got accident lol...mux takaz wor..haiix...i dO miss Eu...i dO liKe eUu..maYbe noT as mUch as ii LuRve hiiM thaT tiimE..buT ii dO caRe..i aM sO sorrii iF i gaVe eu a feeLiin thaT i aM saD or waT...sOmehOw u gaVe mi a feeLiiN thaT eU aRe stRess...haiix..i miiGht be uPseT at tiiMes..mood swiiNgiie i dUnnO whY..soRrii if i MadE eUu woRriiEd..taKax of yaseLf...i dUn evEr wanna be ya bUrdeN..
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Friday, June 10, 2005
haiix...wo dong le hao duo dong xii...clear all my doubts..but ife that is e reason..wo zhen de thiink that very unfaiir to mi lorx...do eu noe that when u giib mi up...my heart is like shattered hahaz,,aniiwae its over lo..we will alwaes be goodii frenz riite...mi jux wanna tell eu that as long as euu remember mi n our promise...its enuf le..and thnkx for ya blessin bahz...but if i dun have annione in mind..eu wouldnt tell mi e reason n i will still be in e dark bah riite?...wat ife i sae i still like eu,,,wat would euu dooo...haha jux too tell euu that u are realli selfiish dat tiime but aniwae its over..u mux be xiin fu n kuaii le...remember the promise hor..haha
wo hao meii yong you weii ta ku le...dear duii bu qii..wo hen shi baii...i dunno why i will cry for him..i realli dunno..i got a feelin that wo hao xiiang ran ni dan xiin le..ni hen pa wo haii ai ta...mi afraiid of that too ... dear maybe cox he too impt to mii le thats why bahz..but gib mi time to cool down realli hao mahz...
haha ...fa xiie yest...lolx..realli played rough...head goin through wat he saiid..lolx..sorrii dear if i made u so upset yest becox of my mood..i am scare...haii pa..i scare that i will be e one to let goo of your hand,,i am scare that at e end i will like him sttill..i have no confiidence in myself...zhen de hen pa...but dear fang xiin bahz i will be fiine de..wo bu xiiang biian chen ni de fu dan..lolx...hahaz
went to cpcc in e morniin with dear hao nia and kel..haha played bball till afternoon den smth suay happen..haiiz,,,niia lost her bag and hao phone and everythiin insiide...so we went to police statiion..lolz..den hao peii niia...after dat mi go funland fiiind dear dey all fiirst..hahaz...den they go traiinin..dear acc mi home..wo kaii lang duo le todae...haha..dear euu very bad lehz keep on shoot mi de..haha,,,niia dun be sad le...cheerup...its not ya fault..lolxx
-=-wo hen pa hen pa...zhen de hen pa..haiix...dear duii bu qii-=-
-=-iF wO shU yU ta i wiLL reTurn to HiiM de..i aM huMan..dUn puSh mi aRuNd..bOth oF u alL aRe e saMe de..hMmpT..aT e eNd...i pRomiisE daT nO maTteR waT deciisIioN i maDe..i wiLL be haPpii wiT iT de so pls dun push mi aruNd le..anD eu verii sHa,...i noe i cRy for hiim..buT iT doesnT meaN that u haVe to be sO sHa de lOrz..haiiz..i reaLLii dUnnO lolz..hahaz-=-
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
yesT went to mac for breakfast wiit hao piing jaz and jo..hahaz..after that went home le den go 325 meet mandii play bball play awhiile den meet dear at the bus stop..haha den we go fiind hao dey alll lolz..after tat all of us went to 165 play bball..i play till 7++ bahx..den he sent mii home..on e way..lolx..hahaz...i dun wanna let go cox i am afraiid that we miight end up like mii n eriic..hahaz
todaEz arhx..meet janet and jaz and sam at Lj for luNch den mii jaz and net we roam nP till 4+ den mii n jaz go fuNlanD waiit for dear and yOu yii lolz...hahaz...play awhiile den jaz have to go home den mii n you yii n dear go fiind eriic dey all lorz...haha after that we go funland agaiin..hahaz..den we go tiih yong hse..at 9 dear sent mii home..was quiiet on e way..cox i was thiinkin of somethiingz..sometiime i am verii afraiid to hurt euu or euu will hurt mii..but remember that eu mean alot to mii too...
hua,, thnKz for telliin mii wat he told you yest..haha thNkz..i am tOucheed bY hiis woRds..hahaz..to hiim,, wO xii wang nii kuaii le..wo yao kan dao nii xiin fu jiiu xiang nii kan de dao wo xiin fu yii yang..
`some memoriies i choose to keep in heart becox i wanna fulfill e promise i made and i dun wanna forget nice memoriies but trust mii that no matter wat happens he is alwaes jux my good frenz le..sOmetiime i juz dun seem to care and keep quiiet but in my heart...it doesnt means that i dun care,,i dOo...is jux tat i diD noT show iiT ouT...proMiise mii eUu will nV leT goo mY haNds nO maTteR waT happeNz...`
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Monday, June 06, 2005
ermx...jiing tiian arhx..went for moviie wiit tHomas..kel n JoanNe..we waTched moNstEr in laW...haha hen hao siiao worz..hahaz...althouGh the ciinema was cold and mY tummii was paiin bUt i could feel e waRm in mY heaRt...hahaz..
aFter moViie weNt to keL hse..haha...thiiNgz happen too loNg..lazii to wriite hahaz...bUt den xiie xiie nii zhao gu wo..hahaz...den stay at kel hse till 4++ den go fiind eriic they all..ahahz...after tt mi hua and thomas go 609 fiirst,..but thomas xiian huuii jiia...hahaz...den idiot de..hua ps mi one ppl at 609..lucky got hung kiit and sabree acc mii..hahaz bu ran wo men sii le..hahaz...
played bball till 10++ den go home le..all them dem dii siiao mi n hiim hahaz...cong zhe yii ke qii wo de xiin zhii yoU nii...zaii ye meii you ta le...xii wang ta yong yuan xiin fu kuaii le...hahaz
--[i waNna be ya gaL...i duNNo for hOw loNg bUt i wanna be ya gal tiLL e eNd of tiiMez caN ii?...nii bU huii he ta yii yaNg sHuO zoU jiiU zOu baHz..wO zhen de jiiNg bU qii liN yii gE da jii..wO huii haO haO zHaO gu zHii jii de faNg xiiN bahz,...hahaz]--
`~o6o6o5~`
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Sunday, June 05, 2005
toodaeez arhx...feii chang zhen cang..hahaz =)) wakiie in e morniin den go help mummii buy zhao can..hahaz..after that mi n mummi go 4yi hse..haha play wit babee awhile den i go bugiis meet jia wen..hahaz
bought a new world order shiirt and a paiir of aNgeLz..hahaz cutiiez..at 4++ we went back le..den i go fiind kor kor...haha kor kor sent mi home..ahhah den after tt i go fiind thomas dey all at 325...den awhile later we go 609...hahaz...rrest awhile den play bball...hahaz at abt 10+ den go homiie le..hahaz
--[wo bu xii huan ni zaii wo mian qiian wen qii ta de shii...yiing weii wo zhen de xiiang wang jii..xiiang fang qii]--
--[wo xii huan nii...ke shii wo hao leii..hahaz...]--
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
haha..todae arhx...shld it be a happi or embrassin dae..haha i got e ans i wan..but wat we need is still time..hahaz..
meet pris feli and jo 11 at mac do things den feli went home..mi jo n pris wen to np den mi n jo go meet thomas..diiao i kena dii siiao..haha..after that mi..jo..thomas...kel we went to causewae...lots of things happenz...hahaz..good or badz?..wo bu dong..lolz...we make a bear for jo..cute siia...hhaaz
after that mi..thomas..kel..we took cabby back to yishun and meet hao they all..den we go play bball..play awhile den we go makan after that go 609 play...hahaz...played till 10+ den went home le...hahaz
~*huo xu wo men xu yao de shii tiime bahz..wo hen ruan..i think u also bahz..but i onli wanna sae...ru guo you yii tiian wo men zaii yi qi..na wo duii ta jiu zhen de sii xiin le..hahaz*~
*~ni yao jii de da yiing wo she me wor...i will takaz of myself de..u also mux worz./...hhaaz~*
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Friday, June 03, 2005
toDaez arhx..meet cyn den we go play bball at 325..but before tat we all went to np..haha meet hao dey all lo..haha den hao ping and baby go out..so mi cyn eriic and jie we go funland..kel came too..after that we went to 325 play bball lorz..haha
at 5+ feliciia came..hahaz...den we play till 7+ den feli acc mi go nP..hahaz..after that we went hme lo..e rest thiink go 609 bahz..hahaz...mY tummii hurts..arghhhzz..hahaz...i dunno why i have this feeling that she dun likes mi...mi n her like drifting further lehz..why like thatz,..wat have i done..lolz...
-][duO chii qiinG de ren zHonG huii you faNg qii de yii tiiaN][wo zhen de bu doong haii ke yii shoU hoU duO jiiUz][-
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
hahaz..fiinalli i am back home fromm camp le..missin e instructorz...thnkx for all of you all de jiao dao wor..hahaz..ermx..camp was fun especially diisco niite..hahaz...the instructor soo bad de keep on dii siiao mi on my chou shi when i dun dare to cross one of e rope courses and criied...lolz...dey told almost the whole leaders duriing leaders camp and used it to threatened mi...hahaz..bad de...hahaz...realli had a fun tiime wit u all and the leaders of cox...
of cox not everythiing went well duriing e camp...but we did our best le...whoever dislike the leaders...is you all de prob..we are jus doin wat we are supposed to do er yii...someone wo feel like the camp was short short de...hahaz...xiiang lliian bahz..hahaz...hope thaTz sEo and gEmz will be strooNgerz...jiia you...gO on leaDerz..we aRe one uniited faMiiLy..hahaz..
when i reach home yest..i was indulging myself into biscuiits hahaz...slept at 11.30 wakkiie at 9.30..ahahaz...i miss my bed loadiiez lolz..went to watch madagascar with joanne n fellii...niice show ahahz..after that we went to play bball with thomas dey all at 888 there bahz..on e way..i bei feli qii sii arhx...aniihow sae i like ping weii and weii quan..haha i treat them as my seniors lar someone i respect..lolx..hahaz..played till 7++ den rush cabiie to nP meet mummi for wan can...hahaz...den go home le...haha...a simPle daEz...hahaz...
][duii cong qiian shuo zaii jiian][yiing jiie xiian zaii][weii laii de wo he nii zhii huii shii peng you][
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