Sunday, January 15, 2006
long time since i blog.. lol.. im jux lazii
things happen... lol.. but wat can i sae.. i said my piece to him.. its still e same.. im sorri.. im sure u felt disappointed mi too..aniway maybe let things be its the best..sistax fer life..thats a promise..
ni huan xing le wo dui ta de hui yi.. tu ran wo de jue xin dong yao.. zai ye bu jian ding le.. haiis.. ke shi wo dong wo bu ke yi die hui qu.. wo dong wo bi xu xiang qian.. haiis.. yan lei liu xia lai,,,lol.. ruan rou de wo.... *wo bu zai xing xin ni.. que you man man xiang qi ni*
-kor kor..wo hao xiang ni men``
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Monday, January 09, 2006
hmm.. i cut my hair.. oh my GOD,,, haha i REGRETTED..haiis.. how how..can i make my hair grow... haiis =(
okiie.. got so many new nicks: botanic garden..flower pot..ah lian..etc etc.. hahas.. lol..
im abit of hot-tempered nowadaes...why am i behavin in such way..lol...why do i feel like cryin at times..wat has happen to mi.. i dunno wat wrong or ani probs im facin but i feel sum thing wrong wit mi,,, lol..
help.. i do need help.. haha =))..alot of feelin in my heart but i jux couldnt sae or express them out..its suffocatin...
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Friday, January 06, 2006
okay..haven been blogiin..im lazii..nNn sch have started..im feelin e STRESS..okies..hahas alrite how..im still somewat in HOLIDAE mood... gotta bring moiself back to reality by hook or by crook..lols
okiies... i wonder why ive been kinda moody.. moodswing or??..haas okie im not sure.. aniwae..i dun think im ready fer relationship too...haha..maybe not fully recovered??..i wonders..haha..hmm hmm yep e feelin is too alike.. but why when chao told mi i had no reaction..im clam..not even a bit of happiness...lol.. is it becox its too alike so im too afraid..or becox its too alike so even if i like i also dunno.. ok wat most impt now is...do i realli fell in..the rest doesnt matter or was it jux a crush... a crush for sumone who gave mi such similar feelings that eric gave...haiis.. dun feel like thinkin anithing now
hmmm yest... haha kor[wj] went to school to find mi.. haha tears drop..haha tears of happiness dropped when i saw eu..kor i miss eu like hell.. i didnt see u for almost e whole holidaes..kor thnks fer holdin on to our promise...thnks...u have been stayin at jason hse rite...not goin home for daes.. why?..kor im worried..realli.. please takas of yaself..call mi often can.. at least let mi know how eu are..nNn yest i can hold eu so close..im so happi cox i can sense e warmth that eu gave nn e care eu showed..thnks
kor[zy]: when i heard wat ya sae.. tears dropped.. u are the second kor kor that i cried for.. please dun even think tat u arent worth to be moi kor... cox if thats e way..im not worth le.. hmm nNn thnks fer all e care eu gave.. kor ..dun ever lose contact with mi.. forever my kor =))
kor[jw]..im so happi to see u in sch too.. imu..kor kor.. i sense e dist still.. is it destined to be like that... kor.. i hope not.. takax
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Monday, January 02, 2006
im havin a FUN dae on the 31 dec..haha.. realli FUN.. but im wondering yy i feel so DOWN..haha
we saw ppl fight haha.. diiaos.. the fireworks at esplanade is damn beautiful..haha =))
hmm hmm...its a new beginning,,a brand new year for everyone..haha..i wish fer everyone to be happi nn safe,, good results fer my o lvl,,haha =))
-ive been thinkin like eu do,, im havin soo many doubts but wat can i do..lol.. will eu ever go fer itt,,eu said dat eu were afraid that we will not last..wat can i sae..lol..i have so many feelin in my heart but those feelings jux couldnt be described out..i jux feel like holdin someone tightly now,,will u ever be that sumone```
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