Saturday, February 04, 2006
haha.. STEAMBOAT at marina yest... had a fun dae though got a thrash down from kor kor when i got home.. hahas =x ..
huang maybe u are rite.. im juz tryin to hide everythin.. but will i ever sae it out i dunno.. but i noe i cant let him noe anithing.. haha =)).. ZI WO CUI MIAN maybe is wat i alwaes choose to do. haha..but wo zhen de xiang ba ta cong my life get out.. zhen de.. cox wo cong ai ta bian chen tao yan ta.. or perharps waiting has becum a habit that i dun even noe am i still waitin.. hahas
i alwaes sae single bettter.. DO I REALLI PREFER IT?.. or i juz xi guan le yi ge ren de sheng huo.. xi guan le yi ge ren de tian kong lol.. *isolate* haha.. you shi hou wo zhen de xiang zao ge jian bang lai kao.. ke shi mei you ren can rang wo you dong le zhen xin de gan jue..lol.. mayb not now ba
wo hao lei.. whyiie when i did study u alwaes sae i didnt.. whyiie u alwaes dun trust mii...i noe eu care but izznt it abit too much.. lol.. nNn whyiie i cant choose where i wanna go after my sec4 life.. whyiie when i dun wan jc u kept wantin mi in..im in charge of my own future.. dun choose my education path for mii.. lol coz e more u wan it e more ill rebel..im tired.. SCRAM
*wo bu rong yi dong xin,, dan wo que hen rong yi xi guan yi ge ren gei de guan huai*
BEAUTIFUL AS IT SEEMS
shattered beneath
Thursday, February 02, 2006
hao jiu nv blog le.. lan duo ma.. haha.. zui jing de wo bu kai xin.. wo bu dong wei le she me ku he fan..
shi wo bu liao jie zi ji hai shi wo bu xiang qu liao jie..
shi wo ta sha hai shi wo xuan zhe sha sha..
shi wo fang bu xia hai shi wo bu she de..
shi wo ta chen qiang hai shi wo gen ben jiu bu jian qiang..
shi wo ai shang le hai shi wo zi bu guo xiang ku..
qi shi kan jian ni men na me hao.. wo hen kuai le.. zhen de.. dui ta shi zhe yang dui ni ye shi zhe yang.. bu dong wei he dang ni shuo na xie hua wo hui ku.. zhi dong jiu suan you na yi tian wo ye bu hui shuo.. cox like eu said.. frens are better ba..maybe jiu like wat eu said.. wo fang xia ta le juz that i dun bear onli ba.. lol.. deng zhe deng zhe hai shi yi cang kong.. wei she me wo yao wei le yi ge bu dong wo you duo ai ta de ren er ku er fang qi zi ji...
zuo tian wo bing le.. vomited 15 times.. wo hao xi wang de ren jing ren shi ni er bu shi ta zai wo sheng bian.. huo xu shi ba ni dang ge ge lai kan dai ba..hai shi yin wei wo dui ta shi jue wang le..wo xi guan le yi ge ren de sheng huo.. wo wang le ai yi ge ren de gan jue.. wo zhi dong ku he shang xin.. wo bu pa bei shang hai zhi pa wo ai de ren bu kai xin.. lol.. yong yuan dou shi na me sha.. mian dui gan qing wo bu ceng cong ming guo ba..
tu ran jue de wo he ni bu zai na me close le.. maybe its like that ba.. lol..
wo bu xiang qu xiang wo ai de ren shi shui.. yin wei wo ning yuan zhe yang bu dong.. lol
*wo de lei hai shi diao le*
BEAUTIFUL AS IT SEEMS
shattered beneath
