Saturday, September 30, 2006
i got back my results
im set on trying jc
but im not so sure.
arghh..
i dont only want yjc..
i regret for not working hard
i regret for allowing my best subject to drop.
i regret and ill not repeat my mistakes anymore.
i want to be able to get into anderson and saint andrew jc for olvl.
ill strive for that !
give me time ill be that girl you never know
a complete me by then.
ill nv regret what ive done.
is there still a chance
a chance for me to be with you all
a chance for me to say i really appreciate.
i dont know how to express words i wanted to tell you all
i dont know. but i know all i want to say is THANK YOU.
i really misses you guys.
its always hard to get rid of memories
good or bad, it stays.
i think of you when i saw things you used to like
i think of you when i heard that song
i think of you when i walked pass that route
i think of you being with me when i saw you.
its not only you that i think of.
but its you that im still worry for.
shi yi zhong peng you de guan xin,
shi yi zhong xi guan le.
wo xi wang kan dao ni shang SEC 5.
wo ke yi dui ni shuo jia you mah.
huo xu yi qie bu chen gai bian.
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
im speechless
dont know what to say
disppointment and sadness overwhelmed me..
the most confident subject turned out to be the lowest one
sighs.
im so STUPID.
so sick and so tired..
sighs.
i tried so hard. i fall so flat
oh man, crap.
but anyway. ill nv be defeated. i can do it =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY !!!. loves.
i dont feel like going school tmr.. hahas
but i want to go for the self-study.
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Monday, September 25, 2006
its one am now
i was supposed to be in bed.. but i couldnt get to slp.. hahas
okay i had a fun day with janet yuwen sockching wendy fangru yongseng binpei june brenda and felicia yesterday.
we went to sentosa to celebrate wendy's birthday. i ended up like a lobster now.. hahas
after that we went to changi for dinner
yummy chilli crab =P. hahas
hmm i remembered last year we celebrated wendy's birthday at sentosa too hahas.
on the way back yishun we spoke about the supernatural. i was so frightened man
hahas,., janet kept scaring me =)
hmm its sep 24th today.
can i still say happy sisters day to you all?..
hmm anyway i hope that all of you will be happy
and thanks for all the memories. i love you guys.
nothing ever changes, but i changed.
nothing went wrong, i wasnt right.
nothing went away, i go away.
nothing forgotten, i entched them deep in my heart.
i still misses you guys and our memories
anyone heard me?.
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Friday, September 22, 2006
okay okay
hmm.. yest was the 21st sep .
officially my waiting list hits two years.
i thought i would be crying or moody
but i was wrong.
i didnt have any emotion stirr ups.
was that a good sign?.
though i still find it hard to face you
but.. i guess its already the end
nth else i do will turn back the clock.
nth else i say will make you return.
all i can do is to let go.
the best way for me =)
i dont know how it would be like in the future
maybe sometimes i tend to think was it possible.
im always obessed with my own world
my own fantasy. split personalities. hahas
all i still want is you to be happy
all i want is still you fulfilling what you once promised
all i want is perharps what we are now.
stranger?.. the once closest stranger.
but i still miss you and time we spent together
just that life goes on. my waiting list should has been cancelled long ago.
memories etched in my heart
till the day i part.
goodbye my love
till fate put us back next time.
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
LIN WEI JIE !!!
KOR KOR
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
I LOVE YOU =))
thanks for being there for me and
ya. forever promises.
kor i wished you good luck and happiness always
loves misses hugges
mei mei
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im disappointed
so disappointed.
why cant i understand physics
why am i so careless..
how much more stupid can i be.
i really hate failing.
im just speechless. i feel like giving up.
its half mark and i pass.. but whats the diff.
arghh rubbish.
okay. i just dont understand why some people are so free
they have the time to care if people are enemies or not
and making some childish comments.
cant enemies bury their hatred and be friends?
is it against the law.?
and some people only DARE to give comments but they are so coward that they dont DARE to put down their name.
hahas. oh ya and they love to judge people when they arent perfect.. so stupid.. hahas
madeleine: i dont know what to say too.
hmm but thanks for accompanying me
and hearing my complaints too.
hahas.
oh ya.. i love you to pieces =)
qiao: hey hey u bitch
i miss you.
hmm .. i miss the days we study together.
and the secrets we shared.
raine: lets go out some day.. playing and studying. weets =)
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
since im so bored..
i shall blog !!
CHANG QIAO HUI!!
im blogging =)..
okay...
i guessed phy was a killer.
hmm
i hope to score for math. but will i..hahas
okays whatever !.
oh ya..
i dont know what the hell happen yest la
i just cry. all of a sudden
. RETARD.
okay.. met madeleine just now
i love this sweetie pie.
haha. loads of pic.
loves.
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
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im tired..
so tired of everything.
stop telling me that you all are tired,
i find no need to care for this family when everyone dont treasure it,
daddy,
i know you care,
but i dont need you to do all the housework and treat it as contribution
all i want is you to earn money and give mummy
thats all.
perharps you did your part as a father, but did you as a husband.
i used to tell the world how good my father was,
but now i have to think twice.
can you imagine how hard it was for me to adapt to the life now
whatever things i want i how to get it myself.
please. how old i am only
and yet i have to care for the problems.
im tired. too tired.
i want to lead a carefree life
the luxury life i used to have.
give me back what i deserve.
my family seem to be fine
be its all facade,
im beginning to feel like fading away.
its just too much for me.
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Friday, September 01, 2006
woo
its HOLIDAY
but i know i cant enjoy to the fullest cause prelims is coming soon
hahas. never. torture now and taste the fruit of success later.
thats what jeremy said.. hahas
okays.
was suppose to go out with my two darling cousins
but one of them said that she wanna go out with her boyfriend
so. POSTPONED MAN..hahas
whatever.
i wanted you dead
but it hurts me when i saw you cry
it touched me when you say you care.
i know you love me.
i know i am spolit brat. spoilt since young.
but still im gonna remain OBLIVIOUS.
even if i know anything, i'll treat it as i dont.
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