Sunday, December 31, 2006
GOODBYE 2006 and HELLO 2007 :))
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Friday, December 29, 2006
went to fel house, then to p.s, then to far east.
after that we took a cab and headed off to MOMO.
hahas.didnt earn yest. FISH MAN
the queue was so long ,but i managed to cut to the front =p
hahas.
momo was packed yest.
danced with melissa, bernice, francis, madeleine, rayson.
reached home at about 6 in the morning.
hahas.
im free, i can do whatever i like.
do take care.
im lazy. shall cont later
tata
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
im OFFICIALLY single =).
fuck man.
god damn pissed.
and how are you going to make this god damn right?
its not affecting me.
whatever.
went out with fel, went to find adel.
chat and walk around.
tried clothes.
saw qing hua the frog.
hahas. whatever,
momo tonight,
I'M GOING TO GOD-DAMN ENJOY MYSELF. hahas
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
okay.
yesterday was christmas=)
spent with him.
watched movie, slack around at vivo.
THE HOLIDAY
not bad. must watch. =))
there was this lady on the train.
she asked me to help her to message some guy
and she cried.
she told me to BELIEVE ONLY MYSELF.
and never hurt a young innocent life.
she is so pitiful la,
that guy who landed her in this state will die man.
hope that she is able to settle her own problem successfully and
may she be happy.
im eating cookies now.
haha. die die.
went to find darling just now
slack around.
i love you baby.
yeap and now., home sweet home. hahas
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
went out with fel and wen yest
walk around at bugis
then to suntec.
after that darling came
walk around.
went to cine to find jason.
than went to far east together
after that madeleine came.
acc jason to his guitar lesson
then home with madeleine.
im beginning to get used to it.
maybe i should just have my limit.
i shouldnt fall too deep.
i'm not that ready peharps.
things kept running through my head
whatever they said.
i'm trying not to listen to it
at least for now.
im prepared for anything, everything.
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MERRY CHRISTMAS .
I see the lights are shining
Against the winter sky
Above the rooftops
Reindeer are flying
Bells are ringing through the night
I look outside
There's a sleigh ride
A choir begins to sing
Stars gleaming
Kids are dreaming
Of what the day will bring
In the fallen snow under the mistletoe
I need you here with me when I hold you close
Baby, take my hand in wonderland
Cause its Merry Christmas time again
Its Christmas time again
A wreath on every front door
Lights hung for all to see
Warm cider by the fire
Stockings for you and me
Kids a gift for Santa
Milk and cookies by the tree
I'm wondering what will he bring
This year on Christmas Eve
In the fallen snow under the mistletoe
I need you here with me when I hold you close
Baby, take my hand in wonderland
Cause its Merry Christmas time again
Well there's nothing like being home for Christmas
Its a wonderful time of year
And there's just one thing that's noticed missing
Baby I'd feel that something's missing
If you're not here.
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Saturday, December 23, 2006
went to meet amanda at citylink
then alvis at marina square,
watched movie, play pool
find madeleine. waited for qiao to knock off
and had lots of fun.
i have no mood to elaborate on what i did this afternoon.
whatever.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE THIS FAMILY EVEN MORE.
I HAVE PARENTS,BUT NO COMMUNICATION.
I ONLY HAVE ONE BROTHER,AND I RESPECT HIM MOST
CAUSE HE DESERVE TO BE RESPECTED.
CAUSE HE TAKE CARE OF ME, HE CAN UNDERSTAND ME,UNLIKE YOU ALL.
i want to treat you all better, i want to do my part.
BUT.
time and time you smash all my hope in this family
time and time you made me realised how unimportant i am.
and thanks ar.
because of all that you have done, the more i know that I ONLY HAVE MYSELF TO DEPEND ON.
CAUSE YOU ALL WONT EVER LET ME DEPEND ON.
or should i say, you all dont have the requirements for me to depend on.
im numb towards this family already
going home becomes a HABIT. not cause i love this home.
you should be happy BECAUSE, at least i GO HOME.
wake up la
don't go over the limit, damn you
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IRRITATING.
FUCKING PISSED.
WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?
LOCK ME OUT ALL YOU WANT !!
and i dont FUCKING care.
FRIENDS ARE BETTER. SO WHAT?
at the very least they arent as UNREASONABLE as you.
MY BILL VERY EXPENSIVE.
THEN DONT PAY !!!
i DONT GIVE A DAMN,
at the most I DONT HAVE PHONE AND YOU CANT CONTACT ME.
YOU WILL BE THE HAPPIEST IF I'M GONE.
and DONT FUCKING SHOW ME ATTITUDE
CAUSE I DONT FUCKING CARE.
if you want me to leave SAY SO.
and WHY ARE YOU SO SELF-CENTERED?
CANT MY FRIEND LEAVE HER STUFFS AT OUR PLACE?
are you so SELFFISH?
irritating.
YOU CRIED LIKE ONE IDIOT YEST.
and TODAY YOU ARE LIKE SOME STUPID CRAZY WOMEN.
whats your problem?
FUCKING HELL
CANT I EVEN WAIT FOR MY FRIEND TO KNOCK OFF?
CB.
WHY DO I HAVE A MOTHER LIKE YOU.
IRRESPONSIBLE, UNREASONABLE.
LIKE I SAID, I'll NEVER CRY WHEN YOU DIE
ME AND KOR MEAN IT.
SO WHAT IF WE ARE UNFILLIAL?
YOU FORCE US TO IT.
FROM YOUNG TILL NOW, WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU EVER HUG US
YOU EVER SAY YOU LOVE US?
WHEN PROBLEMS ARISE, YOU BLAME ME !
WHEN daddy NAGS at you, YOU SCOLD ME.
WHAT AM I TO YOU.
I REALLY HATE TO CALL YOU THAT.
BITCH. I HAVE NEVER TAKE MONEY FROM YOU
AND IT'S KOR DOING ALL THE THINGS THAT PARENTS SHOULD DO.
YOU ALL ARE SUCH A FAILURE.
I'LL LEAVE SOON !
JUST ONE WORD AND I'LL LEAVE.
if you ever find me a PAIN IN THE NECK.
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
went out with ys and huiwen yest.
got my charles and keith flats.
thanks ys.
oh ya and ys is damn sweet to get fang a BLUE NANO,
wth, hahas.
okay. class gathering on 24th?
i dont feel like going. i dont know why.
sighs.
met up with fel after that
went to marina square to find jj,
then millenium walk to find mad.
yeap, waited for her to knock off
then took bus home.
mad, im sorry.
wasnt in good mood yest.
why am i the last to know?
was it because im not that close to him?
but, people come and people go.
i control those tears.
i stopped them from coming out.
life is fragile.
i thought i would not be crying
i thought i could remain strong
but when the coffin comes,
when the chanting starts
when the body was being burn
my tears sprung out.
i think of the past
my childhood with him.
thank you uncle.
losing you made me realised that it is very important to treasure those around you
cause i never get the chance to see you when you are very sick
i never get the chance to see you before you go.
goodbye my beloved uncle.
you will always be in our heart.
the crying scene makes me think twice about dying
but once again who will cry for me.
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
DXO,SWAYZ.
quite fun.
dancing our ass off.
left the club at 3 plus.
headed down to boat quey
wanted to go to BARCODE but it was close
so ended up slacking,
bought vodka from 7-11 instead
then had a few sip. =)
woohoo.
went back to yishun at six plus
thanks darling for sending me back.
and oh ya, ill never wear that clothes to clubbing again
god damn it.
sleep at eight
woke up at 11.30
went for lunch with affair
going out soon.
haha.
oh man
and my tummy is fucking painful now
i feel so much like crying la.
wtf.!
arghh.
affair, take care alright.
what meant to be, will be.
and i understand how you feel
cause it happens to me two years back.
you have us. =)
-unfallen tears, healed wounds, it remains deep in my heart-
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to lean on
If things don't go your way
Use my pillow to lay on
If things don't go your way
Use my shoulder to cry on
That's what friends are for
madeleine. thank for being my good friend
waking me up from my dream
and if it arent because of you
i wouldnt be with him
thank you,
and yeah you were always by my side
to hear me out,
and no matter how others think of you
to us you are the best already
so dont care what they say
and you have US =),
no matter which route you choose
we'll stand by you,
promise.
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Monday, December 18, 2006
some tears i shed
some fears i had
its covering me up
till i dont know how to react.
when will all these be gone.
met madeleine at eleven
then we headed down to her house in jurong
then to town. hahas
her nephew is so cute. haha =)
came back to yishun at around nine?
slacked around at eight hundred plus
then at the void deck.
chatted about stuffs
emotions stirring up inside me
i felt so awful
but my tears didnt drop.
im too numb to cry. hahas.
sometimes i wonder
im afraid too
but if madeleine was right in her prediction
girl. im STRONG
i will not fall infront of you all =)
and i believe your instinct isnt right =).
hahas
FRIENDS.
what is the exact definition?
im not a perfect one too but i cant bear to see it falling.
my heart bleeds but i'm speechless.
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went on
It must have been the first kiss
You told me that no one else in the world made you feel this I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
I'm sorry for the tears I'm sorry for the pain
You were the one that always made things right I promise you this though you got a friend for life
Maybe one day we can try it again And maybe things can be a little different
So lets jus kiss and say goodbye
Cuz I really cant stand the pain of seeing you cry
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
All that's mine is yours that's what I said
Treat you with love and respect in everyway
You wanted I gave you need me I was there
Now you treat like if I'm not here
I love you and I need you don't wanna let go
If you want somebody else please let me know
Can't take it no more I feel in dying inside
Is this the price I pay for handing you my life?
I know I'm not prefect but I truly cared
So when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
Jus remember I loved you it will never be the same
Gave you everything and you threw it all away
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read through my past posts.
used to be waiting
searching for that missing piece.
but i thank GOD for doing wonders in my life
HE allows me to meet someone who can appreciate me more than he does.
and HE allows me to have that someone to be the missing piece.
i feel as though im complete again
with someone to depend on.
darling. i know im childish
i know its time to be mature
im sorry for all the times i pissed you off
im sorry for doubting your misses at times?
im just afraid, afraid that you would let me go like how he did it last time.
im just afraid that i would wake up and find that everything is just a dream.
i still need time to understand you
and yea, im scare i would just be so dependent on you that i wouldnt be able to let go
but darling,
dont break my heart like he did,
tell me to prepare for your departure if you ever plan to.
darling,
my heart is all that i can give,
it might not be perfect
but im trying my best.
darling, there might be times i miss the past
and end up being so sad, but believe in me that its only you and me.
all i pray is for things to work out well,
all i pray is for us to be strong
all i pray is no more heartbreaks.
all i pray is for my darling to be happy
all i pray is to thank you for letting him enter my life and be there by my side.
amen.
raine:my affair.relax and chill
im here for you. take care.
okays.
i went to my cousin's house and gave her tutition
im so pissed?
hahas, just being impatient?
hahas. after that went to find darling at city hall
made afew NEW friends
and yeap slacked at the esplanade
then went to meet kor kor at orchard
yeah.
got my ADIDDAS JACKET. black and red
thank you kor kor. hahas =)
qiao joined my brother and i for dinner too
haha =)
oh man, chirstmas is NEAR. fcuk !. hahas
qiao qiao, i also dont know.haha
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Friday, December 15, 2006
im trying to move on
everyone can see that.
im trying to throw it into the deep blue.
im really contented to have you by my side.
i shouldnt be looking back too much.
though i couldnt refrain myself at times
but im trying really hard.
i dont know how to face you,
but all i did was just turn and walk away.
but i thank you for appearing in my life
and left me broken alone.
because of you, im even stronger
and i've learnt not to put my pride down for ANYone
because of you, im able to let go of you
and now, i've found him.
he knows how to appreciate me better than you do.
I SWEAR YOU WILL NEVER FIND ANYONE BETTER THAN ME
CAUSE SHE ISNT MUCH BETTER ANYWAY =)
*evil grin*
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
im feeling damn sick but i dont feel like sleeping
oh ya. met raine just now
and went to her house after lunch =)
girl, be strong okay?.
you have us to fall on . and ya. hahas we are lame .
remember, im your sister's playmate hahas =)
after that met mummy for dinner.
didnt eat at all, no appetite.
whatever.
im damn pissed.
i dont like to meet you for dinner
cause everytime, something bad will happen.
oh ya. I DIDNT TAKE HIS MONEY.
stop doubting me.
DO YOU KNOW THAT EVERYTIME YOU DOUBT ME,
YOU HURT ME TOO.
im your daughter, but you never try to understand me.
you dont know what i want.
everytime i try to communicate with you,
you would just go away.
oh ya, and it is DADDY's and YOUR responsibility to give me my allowance.
you dont give me then you expect me to DIE outside?
i guess you will be so happy if i die can.
and why dont you all save the money that you all spend on gambling for us?
i really dont understand.
i see no need to return home
i see no need to love this home any longer
you all never try to understand how i felt,
and DADDY !!!! if you want to scold me , just scold me directly
dont put all the blame on mummy, i'll die faster.
i know i have a very short temper.
but i nv did once lose my temper infront of all of you.
i might seem rebellious, but i still do care.
can you all just try to understand me, make me feel the love and care you all have for me?
i envy parents that can communicate with their children well.
sighs.
mummy, there are alot of things that i want to tell you
but i dont know how to express them.
every little things i did, isnt that enough to show you that i actually love you.
can you just try to see my GOOD instead of picking on me?
i want to be like a child to the both of you
i dont want to be like an adult.
cause i miss the times you used to coax me to sleep.
mummy, im not as strong as you think.
just that i dont cry infront of you all. and ya
even if i were to support you when i grow up
its because you are my mother, and i have the responsibilities to give you a good life
not that i love this family.
i guessed im numbed since the day you told me to be a prositue.
you never know how much those words hurt.
cause i was too IMPERFECT in your eyes.
girl, wake up.
being money-minded brings you nowhere.
you even want to earn your good friend's money?
hey girl wake up.
is money more important than friends?
we tolerate times and times but it doesnt means that we approve of it.
sometimes we just couldnt read your mind.
but we still love you.
i dont know what the fcuk im talking about.
im just feeling so emo now.
daddy,
i havent been praying for long
and i so miss the way you made me feel so secure.
daddy, i pray that things will get better.
in your name.
AMEN.
oh ya,
and my bro read my post
and he is damn pissed at mummy.
whatever.
darling, where are you?
hahas. all of your im sick -__-
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It's like I'm lost
I don't know
This feeling that I have about you
Will you ever know?
1 - Secretly, I'm wanting you
And I'm hoping you want me too
I smell your scent across the room
And I can't wait to get next to you
Whatever I see (When I look at you across the room)
Whatever I hear (I wonder if he loves me too)
Whatever I do (I just think about you for hours)
Oh baby and it's got me thinking of you
Love makes no promises
If you only knew, what i've been going through
Waiting and wanting you
Could this be love
How, tell me how will I know
Will my heart make believe it's so
Or can I trust the way i feel
If you could read my mind
You see how hard I've tried
Still I can't decide
CHORUS: If you only knew, what I've been going through
Waiting and wanting you
Could this be loveOh, tell me could this be love
El amor no hace promesas
SOLO:Do you know if it's true
That real love lasts a lifetime
Does it shine like the stars up in the sky
And do you know if you can fall for just a moment
Is a moment for all time
Why, why am I so unsure
Is that love knocking at my door
Or the sound of my beating heart
If you could read my mind
You know i just can't hide What I feel inside.
-baby hold me tight, drive my fears away.say you love me-
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
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boo woo hooo -.-
hmm.
woke up at 12 this morning,
called and disturb darling. haha
i love to wake him up from his sleep haha.
met qiao and fel at about 4 plus.
walk walk around,
went to visit jason at APPLE.
crap abit, hahas
after that fel went back first then qiao and me headed to ZARA.
bought a top which looks like the MANGO off-shoulder
very happy yet heart-pain. hahas
hmm after that we went to eat dinner at LJS with jason.
haha.FREE FLOW LA JASON =)
after dinner, qiao and me went to FAR EAST
saw this damn nice shop
got alot of clothes i like
especially the black with silver stripe tube and hot mini skirt
damn it man. hahas
super nice.
im going to get the skirt.
placed a deposit of 10 bucks. and it cost me like 24 bucks.
ive been spending money like nobody's business. hahas
NEED TO SAVE ALREADY.
after that walked to cine, to see darling for awhile. hahas
DARLING !!!!
hahas. he is at ZOUK now,
horrible darling leave me alone. hahas
GRIND with pretty girls okay?. hahas.
madeleine. !!
FASTER COME BACK
I MISS YOU.
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went to kovan to find darling yesterday.
then we walk around , sat on the stairs and i fell asleep.
hahas.
went back to yishun at three plus.
darling sent me to the bus-stop
and it rain.
haha ,when was the last time i feel the rain
when was the last time i have someone to lean on
when was the last time that i feel happiness.
i had a hard time making darling irritated. haha
everytime i fail, and it backfired. haha -__-
met qiao for dinner
and we went down to bishan
walk around.
haha. yeap then she came to my house
han bao came and fetch her home.
and thats it, =)
oh ya and we saw ERIC NG.
he changed so much.
haha like what qiao said, chao ah beng .
anyway, me and him are just two strangers. =)
im contented with darling by my side.
baby, we'll take it slow
baby, infact you were too fast.
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Sunday, December 10, 2006
haha..
met chers at 12 pm.
hahas then went to walk around
both of us were like wanting to buy lots of things la. -__-
had LJS for lunch
saw FEL. haha =)
after that we headed to marina square
and shop there , till we were late for meeting qiao
haha
dont dare to pick up her calls
and we were like SO SORRY hahas
went to vivo,
the espirt doesnt want any o level student
what the hell !! hahas
so we ended walking
i helped them to put on makeup at SASA
tried on nail polish at the FACESHOP =)
haha.
actually wanted to go KOVAN find darling
but didnt at the end.
we went to QUEENSWAY to find thunder instead
STUPID THUNDER, i buy cabbage for you ar haha .
after that at about 9 plus we headed back to yishun.
my tummy aching like FCUK.
whatever.
yeah, im meeting darling later in the morning,
and yeah yeah hahas
and he is a BIG HORRIBLE IDIOT
keeps on drinking. horrible. hahas
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Saturday, December 09, 2006
lala
back from east coast
thank you maddy and qiao
i so love you all.
darling is at east coast now
dont drink too much okay?
ahahs.
oh ya, hmmpt
i HAVE A MEAN boyfriend.
haha.
-you cannot walk out on me-
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Friday, December 08, 2006
whatever,
yeap, maddy i agree with you
cash isnt the key to everything.
and yeap hope that she will wake up =).
whatever, im aching all over
haha =)
sorry tim,
im not going for the bbq already.
its like so oh not safe?.
hahas and madeleine they all arent going
so ill be bored you know =)
sorry okays.
im just so bored now
meeting wifey for dinner later
and maddy chill down la. see you later.
arghh im so bored.
why arent you calling me when you say you will.
you kuku -__-.
hahas
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I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.
he said,"boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but i loved your grandma so."
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet,
insteadOf her, i found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before i do,
don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.
I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray.
I know i'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.
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hahas =)
yesterday was supposed to go out with yisong and qiao
but i ended up with maddy.
went to meet tim and jason =)
then acc maddy shop shop around. hahas
LV, GUCCI.
lols. rich kid =)
watched cinderalla at about seven plus with kansie and jason , maddy and tim.
its abit sad la =). hahas
after that we went to kbox.
had fun there
and maddy went CRAZY.
JEFFERY TOK, i didnt turn bad okay?.
hahas. =)
qiao: you wanna go today?
you go i go, hahas =)
i love you bitch.
and yeap.
i love you darling. <3
eric you are in the deep blue sea.
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
whatever whatever !!!
mos wasnt too bad that day
just that it was damn pack.
went back at like 3 plus 4?.
then went to amanda house
didnt sleep at all can.
hahas. AMAMDA !!!! he is cute la, HAPPY?. haha
reach home at like 10 plus in the morning haha
and im god damn tired but i dont feel like sleeping
so at the end i slept at 12 noon =p
hahas.
then at night,
went for dinner at 925 with qiao and maddy
then took bus to 637
we got a new boy friend !! haha
he is so cute can and he knows how to sweet talk la.
omg =)
he gave us a flying kiss when we left the bus.
hahas.
played bbasketball for awhile.
KOR, i miss you haha.
after that at eight plus, maddy wanted to go to 800+ to drink soup.
hahas whatever la. =p
after that we went back.
god damn it,
its damn damn damn damn damn sudden
its damn damn damn damn wrong la,
i really cant believe that only two days and you can develop feelings la.
OMG, that is damn damn damn ridiculous man
i dont bother to care
timothy, im going to ps you for the bbq if you bully me =p
hahas, but im not confirm if i can go also.
hopefully i can la. and yeap im so scare la =).
-over-paranoid is a great turnoff-
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
When I was with you,
everything felt right in my life
When I was with you,
I was so proud to be by your side
When I was with you, I was loving you with all my might
When I was with you, when I was with you Boy,
now I'm sitting here and I'm thinking about back in the days
When you held me in your arms
where you take me away
Back to those days that we had before
I'm not your girl anymore .
I remember when you used to say
That you love me and you'd always stay
By my side, that you'd never leave me boy
So tell me why thing suddenly changed
Now here we are, on and off again
Don't wanna do it no more, I can't pretend
Like you didn't take a part of me with you
And now I can't stop thinkin' through
It's not the same, it ain't feelin' right
These memories that got your girl awake at night
I'm staying up waiting for phone calls
Doing nothing at all
It's getting harder to keep up with the fight
Still I wonder if you miss me
My days are over feelin' empty
You got me wishin' everyday you'd bring back my soul
Beacuse of you nothing let me go
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im so lazy to blog =)
hahas. yeah FLOW tonight weee
oh and i can just club openly la.
my bro allows, but not too overboard la =)
yesterday went to clark quey to meet jj , fel, timo and some other people
haha couldnt find them
dont know what bunjee jump, what COLOURFUL WINDOWS
whatever. =)
haha.. slack around
drank vodka shots,
haha.
then went home.
and that stupid bitch madeleine kept on confusing me
alala. hahas
that bitch is in malaysia now
think she is god damn tired la.
should be sleeping on the bus already
and i got her her BEBE shirt yest
*heartpain* hahas :p
take care, we miss you =)
-ni bu hui zai shi wo de bi feng gang, ying wei ni bu zai shu yu wo-
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
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okay
WOOHOO DXO !!!
that was the second time i club la.
nvm. i had fun la. DANCING, sweating like hell. ahhas
okay.
and yeah stop making fun of me, im so SHY hahas =)
one bitchy freak last night, hahas
couldnt bear to go back. hahas
okay anyway i had fun la
amanda, felicia, qiao and maddy I SO LOVE YOU ALL =)
maddy, im glad that you understand our intentions. loves.
qiao: you are one retarded bitch la. alamak can,. haha.
anyway cool down and talk nicely.
oh ya and im so good to acc you home haha =).
cheers for me . wee
i so dont feel like working already la.
anyway ya.
sighs.
its like i realised the money i earn is almost same as my travel fee?
but . aiya i dont know la.
I REGRET WORKING. haha
oh and ya,
i realised single is better?
haha but i do wish for a boyfriend la
any way, i dont know what the heck i was talking
la la.
and ya. im NOT missing YOU.
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Friday, December 01, 2006
oh ya.
HAPPY 1st DECEMBER people =)
hahas. the year is ending
christmas is nearing
its a time for giving and taking =).
first day of work
tiring but fun.
hahas =).
hmmm, im so tired. doing morning shift tomorrow, 9am to 3pm
maddy.. you working tmr?. hahas
im bored now,
so not use to going home early man.
hahas.
oh ya, saw charmaine jie while working today
i miss her so damn much la.
sigh.
haha, take care my jie jie
love you.
qiao and sandy came to find me and my supervisor let me go for break with them
haha
such a nice supervisor. hahas.
hope tomorrow will be smooth too. hahas.
-ye xu yuan fen lai de tai zao-
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maddy was here! yippee! (: she's at work now. so ya. haha!
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